Advise?

[MysticSky]

Let's see if I can type this out good.



So, I graduated high school back in June. And I decided not to go to college, but my cousin came to me and asked me if Ill watch her kids during the day when she worked. I decided too, so I began working towards end of August and Ive worked with her since.



I don't get paid much, get paid through the state, and I only get about 26-ish dollars a day. Which, with the days I work, comes around to about 430 a month.



Im really regretting this though. Its not that I don't love those two boys- cause I do. Its just, Im not going anywhere in my life. I don't know how Id go about 'quitting' though. And I don't think I want to quit....well I do, but I don't like the idea of 'quitting' you know?



Hell, Im 18 -almost 19- and don't have a drivers license. (I know, I am the one to blame for that) but it does seem everytime I get someone to agree taking me to the DMV something has to come up and they get side tracked x.x





I really do regret this. I want to go to college. I want to get a license and a car. I want to get the hell out of dads house. I want to go away from my state.



I screwed up.





I don't think I made much sense there though. ​

 

[hotspot]

No It makes perfect sense. I graduated in 08 and I am in college, but i don't have a drivers lisence either. Although I have completed all of my lessons, I'm just not ready for the test yet.



What I think you should do is ask your parent/s that you have decided to go to college now and if they are good with that then also tell your cousin that you'd like to go to college now and will not be able to babysit her children anymore. Then all you have to do is look for a college to go too.

 

[Kasynlie]

And your question is?