Mr. Kringle said:
For those of you who are depressed...
Does everyone in your life know about it? Have you tried to get help? Does anything work?
If you hide it, how do you hide your depression?
No, No, Booze & Music
Yea I hide it, My mum once told me. If you don't snap out of it, I will personally take you to (the nearest) mental home.
Yea thanks mum, cheers for you help.
Ever since then I've told no one. I've done tests online (proper ones not stupid games) they come up Medium to clincal depression.
I know what my problem is, It's happened I can not change the past, but I don't know how to leave it behind. It is always there, one step ahead of me, haunting me, blocking and ruining my relationships.
My best friends don't even know what the problem is they just know I feel down alot, I don't think they even realise the severity.
I have attempted suicide in the past. It wasn't a cry for help because there was no-one listening. but now I do want to live. I want this ****ing curse out of my life, but I know I will always have to live with the filthy, heatbreaking, dirty, bretrayal that can only come from a 'loved one' bollocks to that, ****ing prick.
Sorry, I hate him. HATE! Makes me so angry.