You know what

[Flurry]

Ever since I got up earlier today. I've been trying like Hell to make up for a mistake with my I guess you could say ex. I'm not exactly going to share that mistake right now. As I know already that I made the mistake of making that mistake. And then claims I've given her a headache. And doesn't want to talk about it anymore. I suppose until the next day. Or some days later. And in the past, I've let it happen. As I didn't want to keep pushing. Or make it worse. But how can we expect to ever fix things up if we always push it to the side til another day?



I wanted for once, to be able to fix the problem within a day instead of waiting another day or so, and maybe get a new start on our relationship. But for me, it felt like she was making it sound like an inconvience or something. And wait til it was a better time for her on her time. I still have no idea if I'm spelling the word inconvience right or not. But that's besides the point. So, I tried. I tried as much as I could. Even at times sounding like a broken record. So, I honestly don't know if she's just hiding right now. Or having connection issues. But either way, it feels to me like that is the end road for her and I. So.. I suppose I should just try and find someone that is around here.



And do my best to never repeat a lot of the mistakes I've made. And this song right here, that I came across last night. Seems to strike a chord in me.



[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khmqboUB6dM[/media]

 

[BeautifulAngel]

To be honest with you, communication is key and the fastest you guys can both talk about it and talk about how you both feel the faster this can all go behind you. We all make mistakes and we all do things we regret, but you should let her know how not talking about it is making you feel and how uncomfortable you are waiting. It's better to talk about it and get it over with then to push it to the site because if you don't talk it out it'll have a snowball effect. Plus if you don't communicate you'll never know how the other one is feeling or what the other one is thinking.



If I were you I would call her and tell her that you want to talk about it now, you don't want to wait there is no reason for this to drag on like this and it's better to be done and over with and just talk about it. I know it'll be hard to talk about it but it's better then to let things escalate. Because believe me that is NEVER good.





Hope things get better! And hope she decides to let you talk to her about it.

 

[Flurry]

To be honest with you, communication is key and the fastest you guys can both talk about it and talk about how you both feel the faster this can all go behind you. We all make mistakes and we all do things we regret, but you should let her know how not talking about it is making you feel and how uncomfortable you are waiting. It's better to talk about it and get it over with then to push it to the site because if you don't talk it out it'll have a snowball effect. Plus if you don't communicate you'll never know how the other one is feeling or what the other one is thinking.



If I were you I would call her and tell her that you want to talk about it now, you don't want to wait there is no reason for this to drag on like this and it's better to be done and over with and just talk about it. I know it'll be hard to talk about it but it's better then to let things escalate. Because believe me that is NEVER good.





Hope things get better! And hope she decides to let you talk to her about it.

Aye, I know very well at this point that Communication is key. And I hope y'all know I'm not looking for pity or anything like that. Advice yes. And I did try to talk about it. And I tried as hard as I could to keep the conversation going. Think I even told her I didn't want to have to wait til another day. As we have all day. And as much as I would like to call her. She's never been willing to give me her number due to a few reasons. Ones I won't get into right now. And I'm fairly certain she's not gonna be willing to call me.

 

[Nebulous]

You need a girlfriend that lives in your town. That you can see, touch, kiss, hold hands, etc.