" I hold no grudges, no hatred. Even if you kill all of my loved ones. "
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Hello there! I'm Toby, however I am known under different names on different site, but I have been using Toby a lot lately. My profile contains a small bio of me, but I will make a more detailed one for this thread to that everyone that wishes can get to know me completely. (If that fails then I will have an interview thread up shortly after creating this one for those who wish to ask me questions!) So lets blow this introduction thread up with some information on my person first, shall we? (That is not a question! I'll go ahead and do it anyways!)
My Person!
I am 17 years old, born on May 25th 1997. I am a homosexual (gay) boy, whom was born and currently lives in Norway (Europe). I have pale skin, medium-long dark hair which is also colored in different colors (currently its black and silver'ish). I am fairly tall (about 180cm I think) and also fairly skinny (I think I weight about 55-57kg). I am single and a virgin, which both are perfectly okay with me. (Though I wouldn't mind getting a boyfriend anytime soon.) I've been through severe depression for a majority of my life so far, and I was never treated for it as I have a keen belief that someone should be allowed to fix a problem themselves if they wish to do that. (I also don't like shrinks all that much, though I kinda want to become one myself..) As a cause of my depression, I can come off as having a slight split behavior of some kind as I can come off as either a very cold and logical person, or a decently warm and goofy person. (Depends on the situation and day actually.)
I am also been noted to be very un-selfish in any meaning of the term. Something of which I deeply agree with, not because I don't want to be selfish or appear as a "better" human being than others. But because I don't really care about myself, which I do think is a product of the depression I went through. (Wishing for your own death and preform self-harm doesn't really make you care that much about yourself, but rather the world around you.) I care deeply for my friends and family, and I do care for everyone even those who has caused me, my friends and my family harm. I have a keen belief that hatred and ill feelings only exists because people refuse to find a solution to them and rather just let them be. This goes with my belief that one thing exists for the reason of another, love for hatred, dark for light and so on. So even if someone punched me or even tried to take my life (which has actually happen before) then I wouldn't carry a grudge towards them and I would still offer my help to them if they needed it in the future. Because as I said, I don't care for myself or self-gain. If more happiness comes off my despair, then I will gladly accept that despair.
Some of My Interests!
I am a person who loves a good story, and there for I love any type of story telling. However, what I love the most is manga/anime as I love the art style, the way its told and the overall thrill of holding a manga in my hands. On the topic of art, that is also something I love greatly as well and something I do practice these days. However, I don't like a specific type of art as to me art is just another way to express yourself without using words. (Most of the time at least.) I love digital, traditional, water, sand and many other forms of art. Including music, writing, singing and so on. I've always loved art a lot, and I've also been drawing on things or cutting shapes out of objects when I am bored. (Heck, I was artistic when I did self-harm a while back.) I was thought from a young age how to write, read, draw and view art in different forms.
Something else I've been doing from a young age is playing games and I do love that, but sadly I don't find many good games these days to play. You see, I like a challenge with a good story, and very few games these days have good story and a challenge that isn't just plain out cheap. (Like FPS games higher difficulty, either too easy or just plain cheap.) I also said I liked stories, and I do read a lot of stories both online and whenever I find a good book. I also am a sucker for amateur stories as they tend to be written with more pure emotions behind them, rather than a lot of planning. (Which makes it more of a personal story than just a story, which I love.)
That seems to be all I have to share!
Loved the introduction 
