Of course!! I'm a pretty open, chatty person, so if you ever need someone, for any reason, I'm always here! If you want to keep it private, send me a private message, I'm happy to chat whenever!
I can understand that, the grind will wear you down very quickly! I'm stuck in a position where I have to look after my mother because she has dementia, so my day is essentially the exact same thing every single day over and over again. I understand how badly it can wear on you. The need for something, anything different.
Oh no, I'm sorry that happened!
I'm sure there's one out there, you will find one! You could start with something like Upwork or Freelancer, get a little routine going and make a little money that way, and see how it works before turning it into something more. Your jobs, your time frame, your schedule. It'd be a nice option