What do you want?

[Webster]

I'm 35, I make essentially pennies, and even when I'm in a position to get back to working a real job I need to put money towards saving for retirement and life expenses before I can even consider saving for that. Realistically I'll be in my 60s or 70s before I can make that a reality. As much as I want the surgery and to be done with the bane of my existence, it is doomed to be a lifelong curse.

Oh noes....

 

[Dee]

...pessimistic


Better than the alternative. If you sit around thinking woe-is-me and nothing will never happen for me, then it wont. The universe doesn't respond those negative vibes

I don't see it as pessimistic. I see it more as just the situation being what it is. Like I said, realistic. You're not going to find a lot of asexual guys out and about.

 

[PGen98]

Oh noes....

:hug

 

[Nebulous's iconNebulous]

I don't see it as pessimistic. I see it more as just the situation being what it is. Like I said, realistic. You're not going to find a lot of asexual guys out and about.

True, they are very rare. Most guys want to fuck.

You should hear some of my meathead co-workers, they literally eat, sleep and breath sex. Every second of every day their brain is consumed with it. Its all they can think about, talk about, etc. If a hot chick jogger runs by they turn into drooling monkeys and usually spend the rest of the day talking about all the x-rated stuff they'd like to do to her. It gets old talking to them because I am not really like that (sure I have a sexual side but it doesn't consume my every waking moment of my existence).

 

[Dee]

True, they are very rare. Most guys want to fuck.

You should hear some of my meathead co-workers, they literally eat, sleep and breath sex. Every second of every day their brain is consumed with it. Its all they can think about, talk about, etc. If a hot chick jogger runs by they turn into drooling monkeys and usually spend the rest of the day talking about all the x-rated stuff they'd like to do to her. It gets old talking to them because I am not really like that (sure I have a sexual side but it doesn't consume my every waking moment of my existence).

Yup. I know not all men are like that, but the majority of them want sex (not only sex, obviously, but they still want it) and that's not something I am interested in. It's going to be a very difficult to wade through a sea of sex-driven human beings. It was difficult to tell my ex about it, too. He just didn't understand how I had "suddenly become not interested" when I had experimented with him before. People just don't get it and refuse to try.

 

[Nebulous's iconNebulous]

It's going to be a very difficult to wade through a sea of sex-driven human beings.

Thats what the internet was made for, you can find exactly what you're looking for in a few clicks.

 

[Dee]

Thats what the internet was made for, you can find exactly what you're looking for in a few clicks.

That makes me want to not use the internet to find what I'm looking for, lmao.

 

[Crys]

My mom back.