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Dreams Can Come True
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-- TWENTY ONE --
The following week, the house was looking cluttered. Everything was stored away in cardboard boxes ready for the start of the move the next day. I can't do it today! I told you that last week.. I'm going to the hospital with Sarah. John replied to Gavin on the phone as he wandered around the kitchen, putting bits and pieces into the cardboard box on the kitchen work top. Just leave things as they are, I'll sort them. Just get that removal company to come here tomorrow, we need to make a start on the move as soon as possible. John continued and he hung up. Everything OK? Sarah asked sitting on the sofa. Yeah, everything is fine, just having a bit of a problem with work.. Nothing I can't sort out. John smiled. Want me to do anything? Sarah asked. No, everything is under control. John smiled. I feel useless just sitting here! Please, just let me do something?! Sarah replied.
OK. See that bubble wrap there? John replied. The Darlek in the hallway needs wrapping in it, you can do that for me if you want. He smiled. Sure, I can do that. Sarah replied. When you've done that, we'll get ready to leave for the hospital John shouted from the kitchen as Sarah stood in the hallway with Harris and the Darlek. Harris sat, looking up at Sarah who was unravelling the roll of bubble wrap, when suddenly he decided it would be a clever idea to grab the end and run down the hallway with it trailing behind him. Harris, come back here with my bubble wrap you little monster! Sarah laughed as she chased the bubble wrap thief down the hallway and into the kitchen. John stood in the kitchen in a fit of giggles as Harris was playing tug o war with bubble wrap. Harris, leave it! John replied picking him up off the floor. Charlie stood by the patio doors looking at the bubble wrap. Don't even think about it, Charlie! Sarah replied collecting it off the floor.
Wrapping the bubble wrap around the Darlek Jack stood in the hallway and began barking at his reflection in the mirror that was resting against the wall. He was going bannana's, bouncing around the hallway growling at himself.. Sarah stood giggling to her self when Jack suddenly ran at the mirror - to catch the imposter - and headbutted the glass. You daft boy, CJ! Sarah bust out laughing. John, come get Jack! Your crazy terrier has just head butted the mirror! She laughed. What is it with these boys today?! They've been balmy since got up! John laughed. They probably know what's going on Sarah replied taping the bubble wrap to the Darlek.
***
The new home was spacious and roomy. There were boxes and boxes of John's things sitting in various rooms in the house. Joined to the side of the house was a garage - one thing John had wanted since moving. Now he had somewhere to store his car and valuables out of the sight of people and thieves. Its going to take us a few days to get this house in order. John replied sitting on the carpet on the floor. The new furniture should be here in the next few days - I hope.. Sitting on the floor isn't the comfiest of places. John giggled. Bed frames from the old house are arriving tomorrow, so we'll have a proper bed to sleep in tomorrow night. John continued. So, its mattress' tonight then.. Sarah replied. Yeah, looks like it. John replied. The bed frames are the first things that should be put into a house - silly Barrowman Sarah replied rolling her eyes. Yes, I realise that now.. John replied. Well, realising now was a little too late.. God, you men aren't very organised, are you? Sarah laughed.
If you carry on mocking me, Mrs, I'll make you sleep in the kitchen. John smirked. Ah, but you wouldn't really do that to me, would you? Sarah replied. Nah, of course not, I'm not that cruel. John smiled. This house seems a little bigger than the last one.. Sarah replied. That would probably be because the house is a little empty at the moment. John laughed. Oh, shut up! Sarah replied. I'm sorry babe, you know I'm only joking. John smiled shuffling across the carpet towards Sarah, before being stood on by Charlie. Ouch, get off me you clumsy spaniel. John laughed. Harris stood in the doorway then wandered outside to the pool before realising the pool was empty. Harris, you can't jump in that, its empty. John shouted to Harris before he ran across the garden. Harris is adorable, I love him. He's got some funny looks on his face sometimes. Sarah smiled. I do think Jack admires you, he's always following you around the house. John smiled pointing at Jack lying between them. I adore Jack too, he's a very affectionate little chap Sarah smiled as Jack snuggled into her fleece jacket and placed his head on her lap.
As the day turned into night and the light outside faded, John and Sarah were standing in the kitchen putting some of the boxed up items in the cupboards. Sorting out this whole house may take us awhile to do. Sarah replied. Is your scan tomorrow? John asked. Yes, 10am, why? Sarah asked. Just wanted to make sure I got the right day. John smiled. To be honest, I am a little scared about tomorrow.. Sarah replied. Why are you scared babe? There's nothing to be scared about. John smiled. I don't know, I guess I'm just worried in case we find out something. Sarah replied. Like what? John asked. I don't know exactly, just that there may be something wrong.. Sarah replied. I am sure he or she is healthy and well. John smiled. I'm not sure I am ready for this.. Sarah replied. Babe, I know you're scared, but you don't need to be. I will be here for you every step of the way. John smiled.
I am scared to, but I know, together, we can get through anything. You'll be a great mother, I know you will. John smiled placing his arms around her. I'm just worried I'll do something wrong and mess everything up between us. I don't want to loose you, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. She smiled. Like I said before, and I'll say it again, I am going NOWHERE and nothing and no one will ever rip us apart. We were meant to be TOGETHER and that's exactly what's going to happen. He reassured her. I am a Barrowman and I never say things I don't mean. I stand by my actions and responsibilities. I love you and I always will. Never forget that! He smiled kissing her lovingly on her neck. Sarah stood, clasping John's hands that were around her waist and smiled. Can I have a hug? She asked. You know you don't need to ask me that John smiled turning her around and wrapping his arms around her tightly. I am yours babe, NOBODY else's. John whispered in ear.
***
Sitting in the hospital waiting room, Sarah was looking around at the posters on the walls. Doctors and nurses were wandering up and down the corridor.. It was making Sarah nervous, she hated hospitals. See that doctor over there? He looks like Mekhi Phifer's character in ER.. John laughed. You've never watched ER!? Sarah replied. I've seen in briefly. John replied. Do you even know who Mekhi Phifer is? Sarah asked puzzled. Yes, of course I do.. He was in ER! John replied sarcastically, laughing. Haha, you're really not funny.. Sarah replied rolling her eyes. John knew Sarah was nervous of the hospital, so was trying his best to take her mind off it and think of something else. Look, there's.. Whats her name... John continued. Eve Myles? Sarah replied. I meant the lady that looks like her. John replied. And, I mean the REAL Eve Myles. She's over there, that IS Eve Myles. You daft sod! Sarah laughed. Haha, so it is. Want me to introduce you? I know you like Torchwood. John smiled. Could you?! Sarah beamed. Yeah sure, come on. John smiled.
Hey, Eve! John shouted and she turned around. Hey John, you OK?! She beamed giving him a tight hug. Yeah, not to bad. John smiled. What you doing here? John asked Eve as she looked around. Oh, nothing major, hubby's just come in to see his uncle who's just had a hip operation. Eve replied. Hope has a speedy recovery! John replied. Why are you here? Eve asked. Oh yeah, this is my fiance, Sarah. John smiled. Nice to meet you, Sarah. Eve smiled. You too. Sarah smiled. You still haven't answered me, Barrowman.. Eve replied. I'm in here for a scan.. Well, not me, but you know.. John laughed. I'm going to be a dad! John beamed. Oh, that's great news, why didn't you tell me?! Eve beamed. I lost your number.. Well, technically, my phone did. See, it broke and I never got the chance to copy your number to my new phone and text you. John replied. God, you're clumsy. Eve laughed. I didn't break it, it was a technical fault, I never dropped it or anything. John replied.
Do you see much of Gareth these days? Eve asked. I haven't heard from him since the Torchwood rat party. I don't even know if he has the same number John replied. I spoke to him briefly in London the other week, said he was looking to move abroad.. But I don't know how true that was... Eve replied. I spoke to Noako a few days ago, said she was cast for a part in a West End production, I forget the name of it though John replied. We should try and get the gang back together one night and all of us, Sarah too go for a meal. You know, like old times? Eve smiled. Yeah, great idea. John replied. Have to go now, John. Here's my number.. Text me and let me know what you're doing in a few weeks, we'll meet up for a coffee or something. And congratulations again, to both of you! Eve smiled and walked away.
She very pretty Sarah smiled as she walked away. Yeah, but not as pretty as you. John winked. Are you just saying that because I'm carrying your child? Sarah smirked. No, of course not! You know how much I love you and how beautiful I think you are John replied wrapping his arms around her. I know, I was only joking babe! She smiled. Come on, we better get over there, the nurse is waiting for you. John smiled.
Entering the room, John closed the door quietly behind him. So, you're here for your 10 week scan? The nurse asked. Yes, Sarah smiled. First time? The nurse asked. Yes, very nervous. Sarah smiled. No need to be, scan should only take a few minutes and we can check and make sure everything is OK. The nurse reassured her putting on her gloves. See, I told you you'd have nothing to worry about John smiled. Partner? The nurse asked. Yeah. John replied. Ah, fantastic. Oh, I'm Sonia, by the way She smiled. I'm sure I know your face from somewhere... But, anyway.. She smiled. Yes, many people will too. John smirked as he looked at Sarah whilst the nurses back was turned.
OK, this gel may be cold to begin with. Sonia smiled putting it on Sarah's stomach. John sat and smiled as the monitor showed a small, grey outline of a small fetous. And, there's your baby.. When you come back for your 16 or 20 week scan, hopefully we'll be able to tell you what it is. But, at the moment, its to early to tell. She smiled. What you hoping for? She asked. We don't really mind, but I would like a little girl. I have a name ready. Sarah smiled. Do you? John asked. Oh yeah, didn't I tell you? Sarah replied. No, what's your name choice? John smiled. Keira Isabelle Sarah smiled. Aww, what a beautiful name! The nurse smiled. Yeah, I agree. John smiled.
***
Driving home from the hospital, they sat in the car talking about the scan. I love your name choice for a girl, its a beautiful name. He smiled. I love the name Keira and I think, personally, Keira Isabelle fits together well. I thought Keira Isabelle would be a lovely name Sarah smiled. What about a boy? John asked. I was thinking, maybe.. Riley, Jack, Jacob, Joseph, Liam, Leo, Lucas.. you know, I'm not quite sure at the moment to be honest.. She replied. Any other letters you want to add? John giggled. Oh, shut up! Sarah laughed. I'm only messing with you, babe John smiled. You know, it still hasn't sank in that I'm nearly three months pregnant.. Wow, doesn't time fly! Sarah replied. Sure does, before we know it, little one will be here. John smiled looking out onto the road as the traffic went by on his right as they stopped in the traffic que.
***
That night, as they lay on the mattress on the floor in the living room - It was too heavy for them both to carry upstairs so John was going to ask the removal men to take it for them tomorrow when they came - the street outside was quiet and Sarah was lying there, wide awake. Jack was snuggled into her on the mattress, Harris by her feet and Charlie between them. As she shuffled on the mattress John spoke. Not asleep then He replied. I'd turn over but Charlie bones is in the way. He laughed. Charlie, move up, daddy can't move Sarah whispered. Charlie looked around for a moment, then at Sarah before stepping over her and falling off the mattress onto the floor.
Sarah sniggered and Jack jumped in his sleep, his little feet were twitching, as if he was dreaming of running around. Jack's chasing birds in his sleep.. John smiled watching the little guy barking softly. Or, dreaming of chasing his imposter down the hallway. You should of seen him the other day, he kept barking at his reflection in the mirror in the hall, he was so funny! Sarah smiled. He barks at most things, he's an idiot. John replied. He may be an idiot, but he's a cute idiot and I love him. Sarah smiled. I can tell you love him and I think he loves you too John smiled. Not as much as I do though. John smiled.
You know, I have this horrible feeling I'm not going to be able to get up very easily if I need the loo during the night. Sarah giggled. Crawl on your hands and knees to stairs and use the steps to help you up. John giggled. Yeah, like that's going to be comfortable.. Sarah replied. I was only messing. John replied. No, seriously.. This is going to be really hard Sarah replied. Well, if you need a lift - Haha, no pun intended - Lift.. Get up.. Get it?! John laughed. You're really something else - laughing at your own jokes - Trust you, only a Barrowman can do that. Sarah replied. Well, even if you didn't find it funny, I certainly did. John replied sniggering to himself. Sarah just sat and rolled her eyes at him. Anyway.. I'm going to try and get some sleep now. So, if you don't mind.. Sarah replied turning over. As she lay down, John shuffled across the bed closer to her and watched her for a little while.
Smiling softly to himself, he suddenly realised he'd forgotten to do something.. Sitting on the kitchen work top was a pile of papers - he'd forgotten to sign the forms that put the house in his name. When they marry, John wanted to put everything he owns in a joint name. If anything was to happen to him - in the far distant future - Barrowman Barker Productions was to be handed over to Sarah - he's half anyway.
A few years ago, he made a savings account. John always knew that, no matter what happens between its parents, a child deserves a future. And, that future was stored in a savings account and was used solely upon them and them alone. And, that any money that was left over, would be given to that child, or children - equally shared amongst them - when they reached the age of 18. His mother always told him Children are soley you and your partners responsability, nobody elses.' She was right - mothers always are! As much as he never wanted that to happen between him and Sarah, the account was there for if and when that situation arises in the future.
***
That morning as the house was filled with removal men coming in and out of the new house, Sarah stood in the kitchen making them all a cup of tea and John was helping them move things and position things. Just there lads. John said to two on the men carrying the three piece sofa through the door of the living room. Wait Mark, its caught on the door frame. One of the men said to his mate as he lowered the sofa through the door. As they placed the sofa on the ground, two other men came in through the door carrying the bed frame up the stairs. The house was busy. Sarah had been up since 6am with morning sickness, so was beginning to feel the strain and was starting to feel tired. She sat down at the breakfast bar with the cups on a tray, awaiting thier collection and watched them all running around like fools.
Its going to be a long day.. She thought to herself. No, just take it out there, I don't want her to see it. John said quietly in the doorway to somebody. See what? Sarah asked. Nothing, nothing to worry about. John smiled closing the door quickly. Tell me.. She asked. Can't, you'll have to wait and see.. You OK? He asked taking the tray off the worktop. Yeah, could be better I suppose.. Feeling a little tired. She replied. You want a lie down? John asked. Nah, to busy in here. Sarah replied. Bedroom is ready - everything has been put in there now. John smiled. All ready?! Sarah replied. Yeah. These guys work fast, great service here, they're quick. We'll have the house sorted in about 2 hours they reckon. John replied.
What's this things you're hiding? Sarah asked again. I'm not hiding anything, you'll have to wait a little while. John replied. But, I don't have much patience Sarah replied. OK, give me two minutes He replied and ran out the room. Standing on the driveway was a life sized Cyberman and in his hands he was holding a gift.. The agreements he'd signed the night before. Everything he owned was now part hers too. The house, the car.. The Business him and Gavin have.. John said he'd ready for you. The removal man smiled and walked out of the doorway.
Standing in the doorway, Sarah burst out laughing. The Cyberman is a joint gift - for both of us.. But these are yours.. John smiled giving her the paperwork. What's all this. She asked. Everything I own in my life, is now part yours. Your name is on this house, BBP is now part owned by you as well. He smiled. You're joking, right?! She beamed. Nope, BBP is co owned by you as well now. He smiled. You're my world, my life, my everything. 'Everything I have, I'll share with you. Everything I am, I will give to you. Baby.. July 10th... John smiled. That's when we... She began. Met, I know. John smiled, giving her the church booking and venue booking. Your big day, 10 months from now.. Me and you, Mr and Mrs Barrowman.. Till death do us part. John replied. You...?! She replied. Yes, I've set a date. Love you, forever and always. John smiled as she wrapped her arms around him.
Thought I'd bump this thread for Jazzy.. Not sure if she's read it yet or not..
I'm hoping to post the next chapter up soon.
What a fun chapter this was! I could see the dogs in my mind doing their naughty things. The bubble wrap sounds just like something my Louie would do!
I can't wait to find out if this is going to be a boy or a girl baby. The girls name Keira Isabelle is so beautiful!
My apologies for holding up the posting of the next chapter!
I am so looking forward to reading it. I promise to do it straight away once it's posted!
My apologies for holding up the posting of the next chapter!
-- TWENTY TWO --
The following morning, as the birds sang in the trees outside, Sarah was standing in the doorway in a pair of Pj's, fluffy slippers and her dressing gown, looking out into the garden. From thier patio, you could look out over Cardiff Bay and out at the sea. The boys loved running around on the beach together. One of the reasons why John kept an orange and white, rubber ring hung on the inner front door, was because they lived so close to the sea. Oh, you're here.. I was wondering where'd you vanished too.. your side of the bed was empty. John smiled standing against the door frame of the kitchen in shorts and a t shirt, with his arms folded. Yeah sorry, couldn't sleep Sarah replied closing the patio door. Want to do something today? John asked. Like what? She asked. Not sure, anything you'd like to do? John asked. I could do with a good walk.. She replied. OK, well lets go and get changed and we'll take the boys for a walk along the seafront John smiled standing aside so she could pass him in the doorway.
Did you mean what you said yesterday? She asked, walking up the stairs. I meant it all. John replied walking behind her, making sure he was far enough away not to trip her up, but close enough to catch her if she fell.. She didn't seem 100% and looked a little pale. Even those bookings? She asked. Yes, those booking were 100% authentic, no forguries. John replied. You are full of surprises, aren't you? She replied standing at the top of the stairs. Well, I try to be.. John replied wrapping his arms around her. And, I also meant the vow I said. He smiled. Everything I have, I'll share with you, everything I have am, I'll give to you. John replied. Are they going to be in your vows? She smiled. We're using the traditional vows. And, I will mean every word He smiled kissing her on the cheek before they went to change..
***
Outside, the sun was shining, but it was awfully cold. Sarah stood, wrapped in her fleece jacket, coat and her fluffly, fleece lined boots by the railings of the sea front. Come here. John shouted to Jack who was running along the pavement I think he wants to go on the beach. Sarah replied. Sod that, I'm not going down there, its too cold for the beach. John replied kneeling down, putting Jack's lead back on. As John stood up, Harris jumped up at him and butted him in the crotch. Ouch, watch where you're aiming. John replied. Sarah stood sniggering as John stood up right, wincing. I'd like to see how you cope with a headbutt in the nether regions. John replied. It hurts I take it She laughed. Hurts?! That's not the word I was thinking.. John replied taking a hold of Charlie and Harris' leads.
Walking along the street, four lads, walking on the opposite side of the road began shouting innapropriate comments in John and Sarah's direction. Barrowman the cradle snatcher. One shouted, laughing with his mates. Sarah was old enough, but, she did look younger sometimes. Come over here and say that to my face.. Jerk! John replied. Nah, you might fancy me.. The lad replied. Doubt it, you've got one of those faces.. John replied, stopping himself. What faces? The lad replied crossing the street. John, don't. Sarah pleaded. I'm not going to do anything.. He smiled. One of WHAT faces? The lad said again. One of those faces that could stop a clock.. The type you want to smash in. John replied. At which point, the lad realised he was at a slight disadvantage.. John was taller than he antisipated.. And, for the record, I am NOT gay.. John replied, standing over him. At which point, the lad backed away and crossed back over the street. Barrowman, your cool really, messing with you mate! The lad smiled. At that point, John realised who they were.. One of the lads was a mate of Gavin's. You swine, I'll get you next week! John laughed. Haha, bring it! The man laughed and walked off. That was a mate of Gavin's. Should of known.. John smiled.
A few miles down the road they spot a young lad, about 10, lying on the floor. He'd slipped and fallen and his carrier bag had split. Sarah took Jack off the lead and ran with him to the lads rescue. Jack, sit! Sarah said to Jack and he lay on the ground by the lads hand so he could feel him. Good boy Jack, keep him awake. Sarah said quietly to him. The lad felt Jack licking his hand and smiled softly. Stay still mate, you've hit your head. Sarah smiled down at him. John had phoned the ambulance and they were on their way. What's your name? She asked him. Billy.. He replied. Billy what? She asked. Billy Bates. He smiled. Where'd you live, Billy? She asked. 56, Hounder Cresent, Cardiff. He replied drifting off.. No, Billy, I need you to stay with me, OK? She asked. Tell me what you did today.. She smiled. The lad was shaking from the shock of fallling. My names Sarah and this is my little mate, Jack. Sarah smiled showing the lad Jack. Jack likes cuddles, can you cuddle him for me? She smiled. Yeah, OK. He replied. I have a doggy. He's called Bently, he's a ladrador. He smiled. How old is Bently? She asked him, keeping him talking. He's 2. He's black and wears a red collar, like his. The lad smiled.
I have a big brother called Michael and a sister called Stacey. He continued. How old are they, Billy? She asked. Michael is 18 and Stacey is 14. He replied. Jack rested his head on the lads chest and licked him. I think Jack likes you. She smiled. I like him too, he's cute! He repiled giggling. This J.. Sarah began. Captain Jack! He beamed. Yes.. Captain Jack. Sarah replied winking at John as he knelt down. Hey mate, you OK? He asked. Yeah. Is The Doctor with you? The little lad asked. No, he's away fighting aliens. John replied. I love The Doctors T.A.R.D.I.S The lad replied. Its really big on the inside you know?! John replied. Really?! The lad replied. Yeah. John smiled. Where's your big coat? The lad asked. I left it with the Doctor. John replied. Who's your favourite alien, Billy? John asked. I love the Darleks and the Ood. He replied.
A few moments later, the ambulance arrived and John and Sarah stepped back. Jack was still sat with the lad.. He seemed to be keeping him calm. As they checked him over his mother came over. Is he OK? She asked John. Yeah, he's fine. John smiled. Thank you! She smiled. Don't thank me, Sarah saw him.. She got him talking, keeping him concious. John smiled. Oh thank you, thank you, thank you! She beamed. You're welcome Sarah smiled. My name is Kathrine, by the way She smiled. Mine names Sarah and this is my partner, John. Sarah replied. As they exchanged names, the paramedic called the mother over and they went off in the ambulance and the little lad waved little Jack goodbye.
***
Sitting at the breakfast bar, the weather had changed and it was now looking dull outside. Thank god we went out when we did.. Look at the sky out there now. Sarah thought to herself, sipping her hot chocolate. John was at the front of the house, putting the bins out. Brr, its still cold out there, bloody freezing! John shouted from the front door. The bins didn't need doing till later. Sarah shouted back. I know, but knowing me, I'll forget to do it. So, I did it now while I thought of it. John replied taking his shoes off by the door. I was thinking.. Can we not have linolium running all the way through from the front door through the living room and hallway. And tiles in here. Sarah began. That way, we'll only have to mop the floors and they'll be easier to keep clean Sarah smiled. That's a great idea. John replied walking down the hallway towards the kitchen.
I think I'm going to jump in the shower quickly. She replied standing up from the breakfast bar. Boys have been fed and the dishes have been done She smiled. Want me to do anything while you're in the shower? John asked. The work top needs wiping down and the carpet in the living room needs vaccuming, you can do that for me, if you don't mind? Sarah asked. No problem, I'll do that for you. Go take a bath, relax, take it easy, I've got everything under control down here. John smiled. OK, I'll have a bath then She smiled walking down the hallway. Take your time, there's no rush. John smiled as she walked up the stairs. Oh yeah.. The washing needs putting in the tumble dryer. She shouted from the top of the stairs. OK, got it! John replied.
Jack was sitting on the sofa, Charlie by the fire and Harris was sitting in the doorway of the hall. Opening up the door of the washing machine, Jack's head perked up and he went to investage what John was doing. Spotting the sock in the wet washing pile, he grabbed it and began flinging it around and growling. Jack, give that here, its mine John replied taking hold of the end of the sock. Jack started to pull at it, like a chew toy and was tugging at it. Jack, leave it you little get! John replied. Jack! Sarah shouted from the bathroom door and he flew down the hallway and up the stairs. Hearing the bathroom door close, John knew Jack was in the bathroom with Sarah.
***
Sarah began filling up the bath when Jack suddenly jumped in it and began digging the water. Jack, get out you loon that's mummy's water! She laughed. You scratch the bath and daddy won't be happy and will blame me! She smiled at him. He looked at her softly and sat down - his bum went spash in the water. As his bum submerged in the water, it was then he realised it was getting a little too deep for his liking and suddenly pounched out of the bath and proceeded to shake on the bath mat. Sitting by the bathroom door, he watched as she sat in the bath. As she lay back, he came over to the side of the bath and placed his little head on the edge of the bath and watched her. Silly CJ She smiled at him scratching his little head with her hand. His head was wet and he looked like a drowned rat, head and bum drentched.
***
John stood in the kitchen, wiping down the worktop giggling to himself as he heard Sarah chocking off Jack for jumping in the bath. Harris looked around as he heard a thud, not realising it was Jack jumping out of the bath. He stood up and barked. Harris, calm down, its only Jack getting out of the bath! John laughed as Harris bounded round the kitchen barking. Charlie just looked at Harris, took a deep breath and put his head back down. Charlie didn't look very impressed with Harris' barking.
A few moments later, he heard a knock at the door. Opening the door, there stood Gavin, hair plastered to his head, umberella inside and water dripping from his coat. God, don't you look like a sight for sore eyes John sniggered. It was really blowing a gale out and the rain was lashing down. Shut up, can I come in? Gavin replied. And John stood aside and let him in. Shoes off please. John replied, closing the door. You look like you've been swimming John continued. It my clothes?! Gavin replied. Bad out, is it? John replied. Bad isn't the word.. Horrible I think is the word you're looking for Gavin replied, hanging his coat on the clothes horse John had put infront of the fire.
Not sure if you heard or not, but people have started to talk about your openness regarding your relationship status. Gavin began. People are beggining to think it was a way of.. I don't know.. Telling people you don't want to be alone and that you're dating Sarah out of sympathy for her because of her age, background ect.. Gavin continued. Ha ha, complete and utter nonsense. John laughed. Oh, I know that and the people around you and the ones that know the real you know that too. Gavin replied. I just think you should watch your back. People are beggining to think you're an attention seeker Gavin replied. I am dating her because I love her, not because I feel sorry for her. Geez, if they met her they'd know she's nothing like they're making her out to be. She's a strong willed person and knows the paths in life she'd like to take. And, no way am I an attention seeker and I certainly am not feeling lonely. I am an open, honest guy who loves his girl millions. I am not afraid to be on my own, I've been on my own since I started in this business 20 years ago. I moved from America, back to the UK.. ON MY OWN.. I flew the parental nest, was lucky to have landed in the career I have, with the the people around me I have and have never looked back. I have no regrets in life, and I am not about to start now. John replied.
Oh, I know that - I've been your manager since your West End days. I know you in and out, I can read you like a book and I know the real you. Gavin smiled. Where did you hear this? John asked. Its on Twitter.. People saw the news broadcast of you with that journalist. Gavin replied. What were people expecting me to do, stand there and take his crap?! No way! John replied. I know that and your fans know that. Its not your fans saying all this about you, its other people. John, you have the loyalist fanbase out there. Your fans adore you and will do anything in thier power to stand by you, fight your corner and do whatever it takes to stop people and the media bad mouthing you and your life choices Gavin smiled. And, I really appreciate thier support and have done for the last 20 or so years John replied. Anyway, do you have anything nice to report? John asked, changing the subject. As a matter of fact, I do! I had a phonecall from the BBC the other day, regarding Tonight's The Night. And they said, if the pilot series does well and get good ratings, they'll be happy to do a second series and see how it goes. Gavin smiled. Oh, fantastic. John beamed. Oh and another thing.. Russell phoned me the other day, talking about a possible Torchwood come back. Gavin continued. Really?! But, the cast - well most of them - were killed off in the last two series'.. John replied. Precisely. That's why Russell is hoping to collaberate it with Starz in America.. Gavin replied.
As they were in mid conversation, Sarah strolled into the livingroom. Have a nice bath? John asked. I would of done, if Jack had left the water in the bath She replied. Your looney dog decided it would be a great idea to dig the water in the bath while I was filling it. Now the bathroom has water marks up the walls. She continued. Gavin sniggered. No, its not funny, Gavin! Sarah replied. John stood and laughed at the fact she knew who it was without looking. How'd you know it was me?! Gavin replied. We women know all sorts. We know things you wouldn't believe She replied with a wink, closing the kitchen door. Your girlfriend.. Erm, I mean fiancee is creepy. How'd she know that was me? Gavin replied. You'd be surprised the things I've done, tried to hide it and she's known it was me.. John replied. Like what? You cheated or something? Gavin asked. Oh god, no! I mean, like when I've said something whilst her back was turned, she knew I was saying something without me even making a sound.. John replied. That is creepy. Gavin replied. Anyway, I better be getting off, have other things to do. I'll see myself out Gavin replied leaving the room and closing the door behind him.
John entered the kitchen with his empty cup. You should of been down here earlier. Harris heard the thud Jack made getting out of the bath and started barking! He's a nutter! John laughed closing the door. You're right there, Harris is a nutter. Sarah replied, boiling the kettle. I'm asuming you're wanting another hot drink? Sarah asked. Aye He winked. You know, I haven't heard Scottish you for a while. She smiled softly. Ah, well that's because you've never asked me to do it. John winked. Do you prefer, Scottish Barrowman, or American Barrowman? He asked. Ah, well that's a hard one.. I like both, but there's something sexy about your Scottish accent. She replied. You like a bit of the Scotsman do you? He replied in his broad Glaswegian accent. Aye, can't beat a bit of the rough and ready scotsmen.. She winked. Aye. Now you're getting a little carried away He replied, still broad Scotsman. I don't know what it is, but you sound really sexy! She replied. You trying to tell me I'm not a sexy American? He replied, reverting back to American. No, you're sexy anyway, I just mean, you sound so.. I don't know.. Dreamy with your Glaswegian accent. She replied. Aye, well in that case, I'll be a Scotsman for a little while longer then He winked, back to Scotsman mode wrapping his arms around her.
Haven't seen you in your contacts for ages. Sarah smiled. Only wear them when I'm at work - don't see the point of wearing them around the house. John replied. Anything you want to do today? John asked smiling softly. You not got any work to do? Sarah asked. Not really. If I have, it can wait, I'll do it later. John replied kissing her forehead. What's gotten into you? You seem.. Different than normal Sarah asked. Nothing, I just love you, that's all. But, don't ever expect flowers, because you know me, I won't send roses.. John smiled. I don't want flowers - I'd rather have chocolate. She laughed. Besides, flowers could set my hayfever off.. Sarah replied. True, I never thought of that.. John replied. I am in a good mood though. John replied. Why's that? Sarah asked. Torchwood could be coming back.. Russell is in talks with the BBC and is looking to collaberate it with Starz in the states. John smiled. Oooh, the return of Jack, eh? She winked. Well you know, Jack is a big character now. John smiled. I like a bit of the Harkness. Sarah smiled. Well, watch this space... He winked. Why do I get the distinct feeling that sounded wrong? Sarah asked. Probably because it did? John laughed. You can have a bit of Harkness if you like.. John winked. Stop it, that's enough! Sarah blushed. Sorry, I couldn't resist! John smiled.
***
Later that day, John was out in the garden, looking out at the sea. Harris, Jack and Charlie were running around his feet - round and round in circles they ran - before Jack took a detour and ran inside, Harris following closely behind. Charlie stood by John's feet as John was looking at a couple walking a long the beach with a dog. You know, I'd love to take Sarah away on holiday someday. John told Charlie as he jumped up at the railings, paws on the bar and looking up as daddy scratched his ear. Oh, you're out here.. Came a voice. Oh sorry, did you want me for something? John replied. Just there's a box in the garage that has some photo's in it. Could you go and bring it in for me? Its a little too heavy for me to carry. Sarah replied. Sure, I'll go get it. John replied. Its just inside the garage, just on the right She shouted to him as he disappeared down the side of the house and out front..
***
John stood in the garage looking out at the cul-de-sac they now lived in. All the houses around them were well presented and thier gardens looked tidy and well kept. Mr Green of number 7, across the road was out watering his plants in an old t shirt, jogging bottoms and shoes. He was a grey haired man who lived alone, had no children and had never married. He was very fond of gardening and did his own bits of DIY around his home. He spent hours in his garden, pottering about. He was a very nice man with the great sense of humor. He was a popular character in the cul-de-sac and everyone knew him.
Looking up again, John spotted a young man in a long brown suede jacket, red checkered shirt, faded jeans and black shoes at the bottom of his driveway. Can I help you? John asked. And the young man ran away down the street. Strange man John thought to himself before collecting the box Sarah asked him to get for her, closed the garage door and walked down the side of the house, through the gate and into his back garden. That man looked a little shifty and John couldn't fathem out why he ran away when he asked him a question.
***
Sitting in the kitchen, John was sorting through the box when the doorbell rang. Strolling to the door, he opened it, but nobody was there.. Turning around to head back inside, John spotted Mr Green was struggling with something. Putting the door in the latch, he closed it and jogged down the driveway and over the road to where Mr Green was trying to lift a huge bag of compost.
Here, let me help you. John smiled. Why thank you Mr.. Mr Green hesitated. Oh, no need for the formal Mr, just call me John. I live at number 12 John replied pointing to the door. I'm Mr Green, but you may call me, George. He replied. Nice to meet you, George! John smiled lifting the bag of compost. If you ever need help moving something, I will be glad to help. If the car is up the drive, I am in, if not, then I'm out. John replied. Why thank you! George smiled. Where'd you like it? John asked. Just there will do. George smiled pointing to the spot on the ground. There you go John smiled and he walked away. Thanks again Mr.. I mean, John! George laughed. No problem John smiled.
As he walked back to the front door, the young man appeared again. Again, can I help you? John asked and the young man blanked him. Fine, OK.. Blank me.. John mumbled to himself walking up his driveway. As John went to close his door, he heard George shouting at the the young man. I've seen you watching that young mans house for the last few days. So, get off John's property before I call the police. George shouted. Try it, old man. The man laughed. Right, if you're going to bad mouth, that man and drag him into whatever it is you have a problem with me about, then you'll have to face me about it. John replied stepping back out onto his driveway. You better watch your back, John.. Your days are numbered. The man smirked. Haha, are they now? John laughed. As the young lad walked away.
George came over the road. He's all mouth that boy. He has mates and hangs around on the street with them, smoking drugs and drinking alcohol. George smiled. Thanks for the warning, George. John smiled. Just, to let you know, he's known by the police. He's had several warnings and cautions from them and the next time he gets into bother, he's going to be put on tag, I've heard. George replied. Thanks mate John smiled. Fancy a coffee? John replied. Don't mind if I do. George smiled. Come on in. John smiled.
***
Nice house you have here George smiled. Thanks. John smiled. Take a seat in there and I'll be with you in a moment. John smiled pointing to the living room door. Thank you, John George smiled, sitting down. John strolled through the kitchen door and switched on the kettle. Sarah sat at the breakfast bar and smiled. That's Mr Green from no 7, isn't it? Sarah replied. Yeah. John replied. He's a really nice bloke, says hello to me often when I put the bins out Sarah smiled. Yeah he is. Go say hello if you want. John smiled. Want a drink? John asked her. I'll just have a glass of Cloudy Lemonade, please. She replied disappearing into the front room.
Hello there my dear! George beamed. Hi there Mr Green. Sarah replied. Oh please, call me, George He smiled. OK, George Sarah replied. Your partner is a very nice man, he helped me moved my bag of compost earlier. George smiled. He is a very thoughtful man, you're right there. I couldn't ask for a nicer man. Sarah smiled. I hope he treats you nice. George replied. Oh he does, I'm very well looked after. He treats me like royalty most of the time. Sarah beamed. That's great to hear! George smiled.
***
Sarah and John were sitting on the sofa that afternoon, kids were outside, playing in the cul-de-sac. What went on outside earlier? Sarah asked. Nothing much, just some gobby little snotty nosed moron trying to intimedate me. But it didn't work. George told me he was all mouth and was known by the police as he's been in trouble a number of times before. John replied. Well, I hope he won't cause us any more grief, I can't be putting up with any more trouble, its driving me insane. Just keep your comments to yourself and whatever you do, please don't challenge him. I am nearly 3 months pregnant with your child and the last thing I want is for this child to grow up without a father because you thought it'd be a great idea to confront him. Sarah replied. I won't babe, I promise. I will stay away from trouble from now on, I will no longer cause you any more aggro and upset. And, I won't cause any more trouble with anyone. John smiled. Please babe.. Do it for me? Sarah smiled. I will, I promise. John smiled, kissing her forehead.
Now, can we change the subject? John continued. Yeah OK. Sarah replied. Will you know if Torchwood will be back? Sarah asked. Yes, more than likely. After all, Jack is still a part of the Torchwood team John smiled. I hope we won't be waiting to long. Sarah replied. I hope not too. But, if it does become a BBC and Starz collaberation, I'll have to go over to the states for a little while while we film bits of it. John explained. That's fine, just as long as you make sure you're able to fly home for the birth, I don't want you to miss it! Sarah smiled. That's the first thing I'll sort out, don't worry. I wouldn't miss the birth for anything. John smiled. I can't wait till my 16 week scan, I may found out that we're having.. Sarah beamed. That'd be really exciting!! John replied. I have a feeling its a girl.. I don't know why, I just do Sarah smiled. But of course, I don't mind what it's going to be as long as its fit and healthy, of course! Sarah continued.
Knocking came at the door. Getting up to answer it, John heard Mr Green shouting. Leave them alone, they've never done anything to hurt you, so just leave them be. George shouted as John stood ready to open the door. I told you to stay out of this. The voice replied. Its that man again.. John whispered to Sarah as she sat looking at him. Oh for goodness sake, let me deal with him.. Sarah replied. No, I'm not putting you in harms way. Dial 999, I'll try and get rid of him. John replied. Opening the door, the young man stood there, smirking. Hey there, John, how's things? He smirked. Oh get lost, don't play dumb with me, I wasn't born yesterday. John replied. Mr Green was gesturing to John about the other lads hiding behind his hedge. Not playing dumb with you mate, just making sure you're alright. He smiled. Not interested and I am not your mate. John replied. Oh and before you try anything, I know you have lads hiding behind my hedge, I can see them and hear them - they're not very good at hiding are they? - woulnd't want to play hide and seek with you guys. Good day John replied and slammed the door.
The knocking came again.. This time, Sarah answered it. As she opened the door, the lad swung out and hit Sarah square on the face. Before the lad could appologise, John came firing out of the door and comfronted the man face to face.. YOU LITTLE .... RIGHT THAT'S IT!! YOU WANT TO HIT SOMEONE?! THEN, HIT ME! John roared, standing over the young man. Mate, I thought it was you, I'm sorry, I really am! The man apologised. Oh get lost, I am NOT your mate and I will not accept your apology! John replied. I am, truly sorry! The man replied. You're lucky I haven't smashed your face in.. I suggest you get off my property, out of my face and OUT of this cul-de-sac before I DO smash your face in! John roared! I suggest you and your little friends NEVER darkness this cul-de-sac again because YOUR days will be numbered and I'll take you ALL on! Now go away and stay away! John replied, helping Sarah up off the floor. Mr Green came running over and helped John take Sarah indoors. Before the lad could leave, a policeman was standing at the bottom of the driveway and saw the whole thing. He grabbed the man by his arms and dragged him down the driveway and into the police car. Mr Streemer, I am placing you under arrest. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you do say may be used in evidenence. Do you understand? The police officer asked. And the man nodded.
Next time I see that little swine, I'm going to smash his teeth in! John roared. John, let the police deal with him now. He's just a trouble maker, his parents could never control him when he was younger, that's how he's ended up like he has. George replied. I don't care, he should of never struck out like that.. It was un called for. John replied. I know, we can file in a complaint against him, he'll get moved out of the area. He's been in trouble so many times. George replied. But, why has it taken this long for something to be done about him?! John asked. Because people around here are scared of him. George replied. Well, you don't need to be, he won't bother any of you any more, I'll make sure of that! John smiled. Has he ever hit you? John asked. No luckily and I never thought he was capable of hitting people, until now. George replied.
***
Later that night, John, Sarah and George were sitting in the garden relaxing. It was a warm evening for that time of year. Spring/Summer were just around the corner and they had a fun packed busy summer ahead. Working on the nursery, planning the wedding for next year and a possible Torchwood come back. My backs giving me hell right now. Sarah replied. Not surprised, you landed on your coxics. John replied. Would you like me to get you anything? George asked with a smile. Oh no, its OK. Sarah smiled. Are you sure. I'm more than happy to help. George replied. Yes, I am sure. Thank you, George. Sarah smiled standing up from the chair.
As she stood up from the chair, she felt a twinge and a pain shot through her back. You know, I really am going to smash his face in if I see him again! John began as Sarah disppeared into the house. Like I said to you earlier, John, violence never solved anything. The best thing to do is just leave him be and let the police deal with him. George replied. I don't want him to get away with striking Sarah like he did. John replied. I know you don't and he won't if we stand by our word. George replied.
As John placed his glass on the floor by his chair he heard a clattering of plates in the kitchen, he shot up from his seat and bolted into the kitchen where he found Sarah sitting on the floor. Are you alright? John asked. I had a dizzy spell and passed out breifly. Sarah replied. Thank goodness you missed the edge of the worktop. George replied. I think we better take you into Cardiff hospital and have you checked over. John replied. I don't think I can stand up at the moment, my backs gone again. Feels like an elastic bands just snapped in my back. Sarah replied. Take a hold of me, we'll help you up.. John replied. That's painful, I had that a few days ago. Hurts like hell. George replied taking a hold of her arm as she tried to get to her feet.
All I can say is WOW! What an action filled chapter this was. Laughed at the headbutt to the crotch and Jack jumping in the tub! Sarah sure does know how to doll out the household chores too!
How dare that lad hit Sarah in the face!
In ending my comment: I hope John is going to stay with Jazzy when he has to go back to the states!
In ending my comment: I hope John is going to stay with Jazzy when he has to go back to the states!
Why thank you, Mr Jazzy!
I hope you'll continue to take time to read this and leave your comments. I'd be forever grateful for your support!
-- TWENTY THREE --
It had been a few days since John and Sarah had been to the hospital. The hospital staff had told her she'd had a dizzy spell due to stress and anxiety. All the stuff that had been going on over the last few months was now beginning to catch up on her and it was all now starting to much. She'd been told to take it easy and make some time for herself. She sat in the front room, reading a book and sipping on a glass of orange juice. She enjoyed the time to herself from time to time, just relaxing, reading a book, listening to the radio or just generally taking things easy. It had been a few weeks since she'd done any work and she felt useless. John has employed her as his PA and she hadn't done anything for the last three weeks. She'd been in and out of the doctors during her eleven weeks of pregnancy more times than a you count on both hands. This pregnancy wasn't going to be plain sailing if she didn't get every little problem sorted out and she knew it. It was time she put her foot down and sort this mess out, once and for all..
***
John was standing in George's front garden as he tended to his petunias and daffodils. This is all my fault. The stress I've put her under, the crap I've put her through.. I'm not fit to be with anybody, let alone someone as amazing as her John began, rolling up his sleeves. Don't say that. You can put this right, you can make things easier.. You just need to get away for a few days, take her away somewhere.. Just the two of you. No disturbances, no phones, laptops. Just take away on a quiet weekend somewhere and spend it with her. Take a back seat from all this baby talk. I know she's expecting, I know everything is going to change. But, for the time being, while you still have the chance go back to the beginning, act like fools, go back to how it used to be.. Fall in love all over again.. George smiled.
You're right. Its still early doors.. We can still have some fun, act like children, fool about a bit. John smiled. Buy her some chocolate, squeeze her tight and tell her you love her. Make her feel like you're still mad about her. I know I never had children, but I know women feel emotional, unattractive and hormonal. George replied. But, I think she's smart, intelligent and really sexy John replied. Well, make her see that. She's probably thinking you find her repulsive, fat and miserable George replied. You're right - thanks George! John smiled as he ran across the street back to the house. You're welcome, John! George smiled taking off her gardening gloves and putting them on the compost bag by his feet.
***
John slammed the door behind him and ran down the hallway to the living room where Sarah was reading her book, Jack's head resting on her lap. I know I've been a get the past few months and for that I'm sorry. I never meant for any of this to happen. John began breathlessly. Seeing things like this has made me realise just how much we've been looking in the wrong direction. John continued. What do you mean? Sarah replied. I mean.. I know we're having a baby and I know life will change, but I think we really need to take a step back. Enjoy the freedom we have together before the baby arrives. We should go back to the beginning, spend time together, have some fun, fool around. You know, like old times? John smiled. Look, we haven't been away together for ages and its time we did. We can take a weekend break somewhere. I don't mean abroad, I mean somewhere here in the UK! John continued. I don't know.. Sarah replied. Oh come on, you need a break. You've been through a tough few months and we both need a break away from this place. John smiled.
Stop making me feel left out, like I don't exist sometimes. Sarah began. Where'd that come from? I never knew you felt like that?! John replied. Well I do. Its been brewing up inside and its time I told you the truth She replied standing up. I've done what I can for this relationship, I've tried my hardest to make you see me. Sarah replied. Make me see you, what do you mean? John asked. You see that bear up there? Sarah replied pointing to the fireplace. There's a note in his hand, its been there for the last week and you still haven't seen it. I bought you that bear to apologise. Sarah replied. Apologise for what? You haven't done anything wrong.. John replied. For putting the burden of a child on your shoulders, for being a burden to your career, for ruining your future.. She began. Where's this all come from? John asked. I know you don't love me any more, I can see it in the way you are with me. I know I probably seem repulsive to you. Sarah began. You- He began. I don't feel like you want me here any more She replied. I've decided to spend a little time with a friend.. Give you some time to yourself. I don't think you're ready for this.. Sarah sniffled. I am sorry to have burdened with everything.. Hopefully, in time, you'll forgive me. She replied. No but wait, what? John replied. I'm sorry, it had to be said. We need time apart. I'll understand if you never want to speak to me again. Sarah continued.
Baby, please don't.. Don't do this. I love you, your my world, my life, my everything.. John began, running after her down the driveway, tears in his voice. I don't feel like you're ready for any of this. I've been stupid and I think we need time apart - sort our heads out - my heads all over the place right now. I can't take any more drama and stress, its making me ill, John. I can't cope with this any more. I'll be at Alan's if and when you feel ready to talk about everything.. She smiled. We can talk about everything now.. Baby, don't do this.. John cried. I made a promise to myself, that I would never do anything to jeopardize your career and I've done just that. Sarah replied. You HAVEN'T jeopardized my career.. Being with you was the best choice I ever made. John replied. Please don't leave me babe, I'd be lost without you John replied. I'll be in touch. Sarah replied climbing into the car.
John stood on the driveway, tears streaming down his face as she drove off into the distance and out of sight. He stood there for a few moments before collapsing to his knees on the pavement. This was all his fault and he knew it. George was right, she did feel all those things. John wasn't prepared to give up without a fight. She meant everything to him and he was determined to show her. What just happened? George asked. She's gone and its all my fault! John cried running back indoors and closing the door. He stood behind the door crying his eyes out at the thought of what just happened. Two and a half years she'd been a part of his life and there he was, all alone and it all could of been avoided.
***
Sarah drove along the road, tears streaming down her face. She pulled over in a lay by to gather her thoughts, compose herself and clean her face up. He was the man her dreams, he was her dream come true and there she was, driving away into the darkness with nothing but a mobile phone, a bit of loose change and a a photo on her dashboard. As she turned off the engine, her phone bleeped.
'Go back to John, make it work. You guys were made for each other, don't do this. You know you don't mean it. I think you know what you need to do.. And this isn't it.. Al x' It read. She sat and looked out at the road ahead. Was this really what she wanted? Was she really prepared to throw away everything they'd been through all because she was feeling hormonal and emotional... Her phone bleeped again.
'Come back baby, we can talk about this, we can make it work. I love you, I really do. I know you're feeling hormonal right now, but you really are amazing. =) Come home, where you belong. My life wouldn't be worth it without you. =( Please.. I need you. xx' John texted. She read the text again and broke down in tears. She replied:
'I don't deserve you, I never did. You're better off without me. Maybe then, you can concentrate on your career, you're future and your family.. =) x' She replied.
'But you are my family.. I can't do this without you! ='( x' He replied.
'We met two and a half years ago, at a DVD signing.. Maybe, one day, you'll meet someone else there like you met me. You'll be happy again one day, I just wish it would be with me.' She replied.
'But, I want it to be with you. Nobody compares with you. Your the one I want, you always have been, always will be. I don't want anybody else, I want YOU! xx' He replied. She began to cry at the thought of him, sitting at home, tears streaming down his face, sitting on the sofa, alone.
***
John sat on the sofa, tears streaming down his face. He sat there, contemplating what to do next. She was his world, without her, nothing else mattered, life wasn't worth much any more.. Burying his head in his hands, his phone bleeped.
'I'm sorry about what I said.. If you still want me, text me back. I need a few days to clear my head.. Go book that holiday.. I'll be home in a few days. I love you, I'm sorry. xx' Sarah texted. The tears on John's face had stopped flowing and he was once again, happy.. He knew now that they needed time away, away from the drama and spend time alone together.. John stood up from the sofa and walked into the kitchen.
'I'm sorry for everything. Give me another chance to put things right, we can make this work. See you in a few days. I love you so much!! =) xxx' John replied smiling to himself. This time, he was going to make it work, nothing was going to ruin their chances of being happy together.
As he walked into the kitchen, cup in hand his phone rang. It was Sarah, he answered the call.
Hey baby, are you OK? John asked switching on the kettle. Yeah, I'm fine.. Listen, about earlier.. Sarah began. Its in the past, water under the bridge, all forgotten about John interrupted. John? She replied. Yes? John replied. I do love you. She replied. Love you too, you know I do John replied with a smile. Hopefully, in time, she will completely forgiven him for everything that's happened..
***
A few hours later, Sarah arrived outside Alan's flat where he was hanging out his washing. His boys, Bandit and Skipper were running around the front garden, jumping on each other. Skip! Sarah shouted. Skipper's head popped up and he bolted down the path to the front gate. Are you being a good boy?! She asked him scratching his ear, as his tail wagged furiously. Can I come in now?! Sarah asked Bandit as he jumped at the gate. Skippits, come here! Alan shouted from the top of the path. Bandit turned round and zoomed up the path and disappeared into the house. Skipper stood watching Alan as he picked up the empty washing basket and waited at the top of the path for Skipper to come to him. Its safe, you can come in now! Alan laughed. Just be warned, Bandit's a loon and will have you over at the drop of a hat if you give him the chance. Alan smiled.
Entering the flat, Bandit was sitting on the sofa, looking at Skipper who had his head in the water bowl. Don't drown will you Skip? Sarah laughed as Skipper guzzled up water. Only here for a few days, clearing my head Sarah explained. Have you considered what I said? Alan asked. Yes, told him I'll be home in a few days, just need to clear my head. Sarah smiled. You know it makes sense. Alan smiled. Where's your lady friend? Sarah smiled. I don't have one.. Alan replied. Oh sorry. Me and my big mouth. Sorry, didn't mean to sound awful. Sarah replied. No worries Alan smiled. Thought you had a lady friend. You told me on Twitter you had a friend down for a few days. Thought it was that lady you see often.. Sarah asked. She's not my girlfriend, she's just a friend I work with, that's all. Alan replied. But, do you like her? Sarah asked. Alan went quiet. I'll take that as a yes then.. Sarah giggled. She'd never be interested in me.. Alan replied. How'd you know if you never try? Sarah asked. Because... Alan began. Exactly, you don't know anything about her. Sarah smiled. Look, go ask her round. I'll go find someone else to stay with. Sarah replied.
***
John sat on his laptop. His Twitter feed was going mad. Fans and friends were talking to him, asking him all sorts of questions - he wasn't going to answer those Tweets - they were too personal - so he ignored them.. Opening another tab in his browser, he proceeded to find somewhere for them to spend a weekend together. Somewhere quiet and relaxing. Browsing through a holiday site, he spotted a little place in Scotland. They had wooden lodges with wood stoves and a real wood burning fire. Proper wooden homes, like the ones you'd see in some skiing resorts. He knew they'd both really like it there, they were both big lovers of wooden homes, Sarah more so. As he began looking at it in some more detail, his phone bleeped..
'Have to find somewhere else to stay, Alan's got himself a lady friend! =P' The text read.
'Oh yeah?! =P Come home then, don't want you catching a cold or anything, its pretty cold out there. I know, because I've just been out in it, letting the boys go toilet.' John replied.
***
A few days later, Sarah can wandering up the driveway - John had no idea she was home - and opened the front door. John was standing in the kitchen mopping the floor when Jack came bounding down the hallway. John was still oblivious to the fact she was standing in the hallway. Before he could turn around, she wrapped her arms around his waist and rested her head on his shoulder. Told you I'd be home She whispered in his ear. I'm- John began. Shh! All forgotten about.. She smiled. I booked the holiday. A little wooden lodge in Scotland! John smiled. Sounds romantic.. Thought you weren't romantic? Sarah asked. Ah I can be, I just don't send roses. John winked. You keep telling me that, but I already know. Sarah laughed. I got myself something to eat on my way home.. Sarah began, giving him her rubbish. You've not had prawns have you? I can't kiss you if you have.. John asked. Nope, had no seafood. Don't worry, I'd never put your life in danger.. She replied. No, but I did. He mumbled walking away. What?! She asked. Oh nothing.. He replied putting the rubbish in the bin.
Anyway, how's Alan? John asked changing the subject. I don't know, I left him to sort out his love life with a lady friend he likes Sarah smirked. A lady friend, eh? Sounds promising. John replied. Don't be rude! Sarah laughed. Ah, but you love it really. John replied. Who is this 'lady friend' then? John continued. Apparently, its someone he works with.. Sarah smiled. Yeah, but how true is that? I mean, really? Sure its not someone he's seeing and has been for awhile? John replied. I really don't know. I don't really care, its none of my business what he gets up to behind those closed doors of his. Sarah replied. I don't really want to think about that.. John replied closing his eyes, trying to rid his head of that disturbing image his imagination had just given him. Don't think rude thoughts then Sarah laughed. I'm trying not too.. John replied. If you weren't so rude minded, we'd be all right Sarah giggled. Oi, you cheeky mare! John replied.
Sarah wandered off back down the hallway as John followed close behind. Grabbing her arm, he pulled her in to kiss her. I've missed you and I'm sorry John smiled. Its all in the past now, and that's where I want it to stay. She smiled. As she wrapped her arms around him and held him close, he kissed her neck softly. I love you. He whispered in her ear. And I love you too She smiled. Come with me, I've got something for you. John smiled taking hold of her hand and leading up the stairs. No, not that. John smirked. That's all right then Sarah laughed.
Standing by the bedroom door, Sarah was wondering what it was he was going to show her.. She stood on the landing and waited for John to open the bedroom door. In you come. John smiled. Laying on the bed was a box of chocolate, her Tigger and a note. June 10th, 12:30pm.. St David's Church, Cardiff. Will you still be there? It read. Yes. She smiled. That's not all.. John smiled. John reappeared with a bouquet of flowers and a little black box. Thought you said you don't send roses? She smiled. I don't, but you're worth the roses and the chocolate. John smiled. Opening the little black box was a silver necklace. Its a love cross. I bought it for a birthday gift, but you can have it now. John smiled. There's just one thing I was really waiting for.. She smirked. What was that? John replied. And she closed the door behind him...
***
Later that day, John and Sarah sat in the kitchen together talking over a hot drink. You know.. I'm really starting to realise I'm going to be a father soon.. I know you're 12 weeks gone now, but its taken me ages to realise what's happening.. My heads been in the clouds for the last 12 weeks, but the scan has made me realise how real this is and I can't wait! John smiled sitting at the breakfast bar. I know its probably scary, but I promise, you'll be a great father. You've been there for me through all of this - just like you promised - and for that I am truly grateful. Without you, I don't think I'd cope. I'm no longer scared of the future, I'm now beginning to look forward to it. Sarah smiled.
I know this is springing it on you rather suddenly, but I have a few interviews about the new pilot to do over the next few days. I know this is rather sudden, but I'll be away in London till the weekend. Are you OK with that? Or would you like me to arrange for you to come travel down and stay in the London home with me? John asked softly. I think I'll be OK for a few days, as long as the boys can stay here with me? I wouldn't want to be here on my own, it'll feel strange.. Sarah replied. Sure, that's OK, I can do that. John replied. I better go and make a start on my packing I guess. John replied. Good idea, don't leave it to the last minute. Sarah smiled. Oh yeah, if you need anything while I'm away, you know where I am and how you can get a hold of me. John smiled leaving to room.
Gee, I'm surprised John is going to leave her and go to London after all that just happened. Why on earth didn't he just cancel that or at least insist Sarah go with him?
Ah, the plot thickens!
This was another great chapter and can't wait for the next one!
This was another great chapter and can't wait for the next one!
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-- TWENTY FOUR --
The following morning, John was sitting in the back of a car with Gavin. They'd been travelling along a busy stretch of motorway for a few miles, when they they were suddenly caught in a traffic jam. The queues were stretching a long way back down the road behind them. Its a good job I'm not on my way to do an interview right now, otherwise we'd be late. John replied, glancing at his watch. Don't worry about it, John. We'll get to our hotel soon enough. Gavin replied. I hope so, I hate traffic jams. John replied. Changing the subject.. I would of thought Sarah would of come with you. Gavin asked. She didn't feel like it - I did ask her. John replied. How is she doing? Gavin asked. She's doing OK thanks, she's slowly getting bigger. John replied. How far along is she now? Gavin asked. Nearly four months now John smiled. Wow, time flies doesn't it. Gavin smiled. It sure does, but I'm getting really excited about it all now. John smiled.
Slowly moving along the motorway, they spot a services and decide to take a break and stop there for a little while. The service stop was jam packed, everyone else seemed to have the same idea as them. It was a miracle if you were able to find a parking space - but they found one - eventually! Stepping out of the car, John's phone bleeped with a text message with an attachment:
Hey babe, its only me! Just wondering how you're getting on? Haven't heard from you yet. Why'd you leave me sleeping when you left? I wanted to give you something.. Here, this is for you. Have a safe trip. And remember, I love you xx
The attachment was a picture she'd had printed of them on their first holiday together in Antigua when they first began dating.. John smiled to himself as rush of joy washed over his face. Grinning from ear to ear, he placed the phone in his pocket and proceeded inside...
Inside, kids were screaming and the fast food outlets were buzzing with custom. One lady and her three children wandered past him as he stood, deciding where to eat. As he turned to shout Shaun, his driver, one of the lady's children ran into his left leg and almost took out his knee cap. Watch what your kids are doing love, they're going to hurt someone, or themselves. John told the lady as he stood up right and picked the child up off the floor. Sorry sir, they didn't mean it. She replied. No worries, I just didn't want them getting hurt. Its a good job they ran into me and not someone in a bad mood, you'd of got a mouthful of a abuse then. Have a good day John smiled and walked on. Thank you. She smiled, and walked out of the doors.
Anyway, where are we going to eat? John asked, his phone vibrating in his pocket. Thinking it was another text, he ignored it, before realising it was ringing. Taking out his phone from his pocket, he answered the call.
Hello? John replied. Why are you ignoring me? Have a done something to upset you? Sarah replied. Oh no, I was going to reply, when I'd had something to eat. Sorry. You OK? John asked. Yeah. Just worried about you.. Sarah replied. I'm fine, how are you? John replied. Missing you mostly. Sarah replied, she was sitting with her feet up on the sofa. Gavin was waving hand signals at John. Wait! John replied. What?! Sarah asked. Oh, not you. Gavin's waving hand gestures at me. John replied. Gavin rolled his eyes. I'm coming, give me a break, for goodness sake!! John shouted at Shaun. Where are you? Sarah asked. At a service stop on the M6. Traffic is mad! John replied. Yeah, saw it on the news. There's been an accident involving two lorries and a car. Debris all over the place Sarah replied. Holy crap... John replied, handing Gavin his wallet. If you want me to ring you back later, I can? Sarah replied. Nah, its fine. Gavin and Shaun are just being miserable gets. I'd rather talk to you than them right now. John smiled. These two are driving me mad, I need to bang their heads together! Loved the photo you sent me. John replied. Hand the phone over, I'll sort them out! Sarah replied.. Oh god, OK... John replied, handing his phone to Gavin... What?! Gavin whispered, taking the phone..
Hello? Gavin replied. Mr Barker, give it a rest! You're worse than me.. Stop with the nagging, you sound like a little mother hen.. Sarah replied. But... Gavin replied. I don't care, just shut up, or I'll come down there and bang your heads together myself. Now, hand me back over... Sarah replied. John stood by the mens toilets in hysterical laughter. You've been told! Shaun replied. Now who's in dog house?! John laughed. Hey baby. Thanks for that, I appreciate it John replied. No worries. Will let you go now, text me later when you're on the road again, please? She asked. Yeah, sure. Speak later. Love you. And he hung up..
God, your girlfriend is a bit of a snotty mare.. And, your a grass! Gavin replied. Ahaha! A grass?! How old are you, three? John laughed. You know what I meant!! Gavin replied. Just because you just got out smarted by a woman, all of a sudden, you hate her.. Ahaha, you're pathetic! John replied sitting at the table. She sounds like my mother.. Gavin replied. At least it shut you up! Shaun replied. Besides, she's not a nagging woman, well not with me.. John replied. No, because you wouldn't stand for it, that's why.. She daren't nag you, you'd chuck her.. Gavin replied. What?! Just for a little disagreement, I don't think so! John replied. I now know why you've never had been in a last relationship.. The moment someone tells you something you don't like, they're out the door! Like that's a good basis for a relationship?! John replied. Exactly. No woman tells me what to do. Gavin replied. Your morals are all wrong. I woman should be treated with respect and dignity, not like a piece of crap you can pick up and throw when you feel like it. John replied.
I suppose you'd be an expert in that field, right? Gavin replied sarcastically. Take a look at my relationship, do you see disrespect or me telling her what she can I cannot do? No, exactly. So, do not sit there and say you'd make a great partner.. Until you know how to treat a lady, I suggest you take a long hard look in the mirror and re think your morals. Because, I can garantee, no one will come within 5 miles of you. John replied and walked away.. What the heck?! I say something innocent and I get shot down! Gavin replied. Only, it wasn't innocent though, was it? Not to him it wasn't Shaun replied. It was meant to be a little bit of banter, sheesh! Gavin replied. You want a bit of banter, do not disrespect woman in front of me. John replied leaning over the table. My mother taught me to treat people how I'd like to be treated. So, if you bad mouth people, I'll have an opinion.. John replied calmly. Lets go, I have better things to do than sit here, arguing with you. I have bills to pay and a family to think of. John replied. Oh, get off your high horse. Mr, I have everything! Gavin replied. Mr I have everything?! Where'd that come from? John replied. Oh get lost. Gavin replied. Don't like the truth, huh? Shame. Don't take me on, you of all people should know that. John replied glancing over his shoulder.
***
Sarah sat on the sofa, awaiting her text from John when the doorbell rang. Walking over to the door, the knocking came again.. I'm coming.. She shouted. Opening the door, there stood, George with a freshly made plate of cookies. Oh, do come in! She smiled. Thank you dear. I couldn't help but remember you were on your own this weekend so I made some cookies and I thought you made like some. George smiled. Why thank you! Sarah replied taking the plate from his hands and placing it as far back as possible on the kitchen worktop. I bet its really quiet with John being away. George smiled. Yeah, it is. I do miss him, I will admit. Sarah replied. You're bound to. Its only natural for you to feel this way about someone you love. If anything in life has taught me something its this.. Distance make the heart grown fonder. I bet he's missing you too George smiled. Do you ever get the feeling that some things aren't real? She asked. In what sense? George replied. I mean, I still cannot believe I am where I am, with who I'm with and as happy as I am. Sometimes I think I'm dreaming. Do you ever feel like that? Sarah replied. From time to time, yes I do. George smiled.
***
Lying on the bed in his hotel room, looking at his phone, listening to the radio, John was thinking about tomorrow's interviews he had to do when Gavin waltzed in. Have you never heard of knocking?! John replied still laying down. Why, do you have a lady hiding in here or something? Gavin replied. Does it look like it to you?! John replied. Well then, where's the problem? Gavin replied. You're the problem! You've been getting on my nerves all day.. You walk around like your gods gift to women and come strolling in MY room without bloody knocking! John replied. Calm down, granddad! Gavin replied. Look, I'm sorry for what I said earlier, I didn't mean to offend you. Gavin replied. Apology accepted. But next time, please knock. John replied. I will, sorry. Gavin smiled and left the room.
John lay there, contemplating what to do next. Time for a shower, I think. John thought to himself. Opening his bag and taking out his toiletries, John slipped off his trainers and closed the curtains. Strolling into the bathroom, he closed and locked the door behind him. Turning on the shower, John stood looking at his reflection in the mirror when he spotted a small piece of paper poking out of his jacket pocket in the mirror. Taking out, what he thought was a piece of paper was in fact an ultrasound scan he had no idea that Sarah had it done.. Under the scan was a message.. Well done, daddy, you found me! John smiled to himself as he stood there and looked at it softly.
***
The following morning, John was looking at his many suits and trying to decide on what one to wear for tomorrow tonight's TV interview with Jonathan Ross. That afternoon, John was also scheduled to do an interview on This Morning with Philip and Holly. He finally decided on a suit for the following evening.. The black one. For the afternoon interview, he knew what he was going to wear for that one already. He was going to go casual. Jeans and a white shirt with his Dogs Trust and Help For Heroes wristbands. As he took the jeans out of his bag to hang up, his phone bleeped.
Good luck for this afternoon babe, I'll be watching with the boys. Have a great afternoon and I'll talk to you later. Love you xx
John stood, looking out the window smiling. The weather wasn't that great, but he didn't care. As long as Sarah was happy, he was happy. Looking at his watch it was 9:30am.. One hour to go, I better get my ass in gear! John thought to himself. As he undid his shirt, a knocking came at the door. Come in! He shouted and Gavin walked in. One hour to go, Barrowman. Gavin smiled. Aye, nearly ready, just need to change and we'll be off. John replied doing up his shirt. Did you iron that shirt?! Gavin asked. Yeah why? John asked. Oh nothing, just never knew you could iron.. Gavin replied. Oh yeah, mother taught me well. John smiled. Can you sow? Gavin asked. Yep! John smiled. Oh god, you ARE a jack of all trades! Gavin replied. John laughed.
***
Sarah lay on the sofa, duvet over her shoulders with the TV on, watching The Jeremy Kyle Show. She liked watching that when she wasn't feeling very well, at this was one of those days. She lay there, gushes if nausea rushing over her, sweat running down her forehead and hands cold and clamy. She felt awful, but she was determined to watch John's This Morning interview and then go back to bed. Jack was sitting under the duvet, his nose poking out at the side. His tail was wagging - it was tickling Sarah's leg - she was scratching his side with her toes. She wondered if George would pop to the shop for her and get her a few bits, she wasn't feeling good enough to leave the house.
She dialled 6344 on the home phone keypad and waited for George's voice on the other end... Hello my dear George replied. Hey, you OK? She asked. Not to bad my dear, what can I do for you? George asked. Sorry to be a pest, but could you pick me up some bits from the corner shop, I'm not feeling good. If you're going that is. Sarah asked. Not a problem! I'll be over to drop them off for you. What do you need? He asked. I need some bread, milk, coffee and some Orange Juice, please She replied. OK, see you later. Hope you feel better soon. George replied and ended the call. She sat and watched Jeremy screaming at a young lad who'd created an innocent life and wasn't stepping up to the mark and being the man a proper dad should be.
I've been doing this for six and a half years, I have four kids and know what its like being a parent. Getting up during the night to a kid who's ill. So, don't sit there and tell me its hard, you haven't been the one getting up with your child. Do you work? Jeremy asked. I'm looking. The lad replied. Why does everyone say that?! You should of got a job before you created this innocent life. Jeremy replied.
Sarah sat and laughed at the stupid, inconsiderate youth who'd created this life and thought it was going to be easy.. She knew full well, it wasn't going to be. But, the difference between her and him was, she had a man who'd promised time and time again he'd be there for her, but he meant it. She knew she'd be all right, she knew they were going to be together. The lad stormed off the stage, the crowed booed him and she laughed.
***
Arriving at BBC Television Centre, the guys on the gate waved him in as they turned onto the premises. Gavin smiled back as they drove passed. This is it, you ready? Gavin asked. Ready as I'll ever be John replied as the car pulled up and they got out. They were greeted at the front of the building by the This Morning producer and they were led down the long corridors. As they walked, they were met by Philip, who was on his way to the studio. See you later, John. He shouted and disappeared through the studio doors. You have 20 mins to prepare, is that OK? The producer asked John. Yes, that's plenty of time, thank you. He replied. The producer nodded and left the dressing room.
John sat in the chair by the mirror and stared at his reflection looking back at him. A little smile crept over his face and he laughed to himself. What are you sniggering at? Gavin asked. Nothing in particular, John smiled. Deep down he was thinking about Sarah and thier future. I'm going to do it.. John said to himself. Do what? Gavin asked. Oh nothing, ignore me John smiled. Gavin looked back at him, confusion on his face. John placed his hand on his shirt pocket and smiled softly. In the pocket was the scan he'd found in his jacket pocket the night before.
***
Sarah sat upright on the sofa for a bit, lying down was making her feel worse. Jack had fallen asleep and Harris was lying by the side of the sofa. Charlie was sitting on the large red recliner in the corner of the room when the doorbell rang. Hey my dear, its only me. Came George's voice through the letter box. Come in, George, the doors open. Sarah shouted back as Harris stood up and growled. Shut up, Harris, its only George. Sarah replied sitting on the sofa, legs folded. My sister's daughter loves watching that show. George replied glancing at the TV. Oh, I love it too. Some of the people they get on there are unbelievable. Makes me feel good about my life, makes mine seem normal. Sarah laughed.
Anyway, how are you feeling? George asked. Not to great. Nauseous and sweaty. Sarah replied. Do you have a bug? George asked. I don't think so, I get like this sometimes, I think it has something to do with my morning sickness. It'll subside soon. Sarah smiled. I hope so, you look awful. George replied. Ha, yeah I know, I feel it too. Sarah smiled. Hey, John's on This Morning today, will you be watching? Sarah asked. Oh yes. What's he on there for? George replied. Plugging his new TV project. Sarah replied. Oh I see. George replied. You can stay and watch it with me, if you like. Sarah smiled. Oh, I wouldn't want to be intruding.. George replied. Oh nonsense, you're more than welcome to stay a little while longer. It'd make me feel less on my own. Sarah replied. Oh OK then, I'll stay with you till John's been on George smiled. Thank you. Sarah smiled.
***
Sitting on the sofa in the studio, Philip and Holly were introducing him... He's played Time Agent, Captain Jack Harkess in Torchwood, has released a sell out concert on DVD and is about to co produce and host a prime time Saturday night show, Tonight's The Night. He is, the awesomely talented, John Barrowman.. Welcome! Philip smiled. Thank you for having me. John smiled. So, to start us off.. what's this about the DVD you've brought out? Philip asked picking it up of the table. Well, it was filimed at the Albert Hall in London as a part of my last concert tour I completed about 2 and a half years ago. Its late being published, because I had other work I had to put first. John replied.
OK, so tell us a bit out this new TV venture you've decided to have a go at? Holly asked. Well, I've always been a fan of the family show's like Jim'll Fix and things like that and wanted to give back to people, the things they've given me. Without their support, I wouldn't be where I am today John began. So, your doing a type of making dreams come true, type of programme? Philip asked. Yes, exactly that. I wanted to create a show where I make members of the public's dreams come true. And so, that's where this idea came from. John smiled. Now, we've all read in the paper you had a bit of a run in with a few people.. What happened there? Holly asked. Well, you know me, I don't like people getting up in my face. But, I had this one man - I won't name drop - but he know who he is - who thought it would be a smart idea to take me on and, well, it backfired on him shall we say... John replied. What was said? Philip asked. I can't really go into detail, but he said something to me, which I got annoyed about and I reacted the way I did. I know I shouldn't of done. But what else can you do? John replied.
I'm just been told in my ear you've got some more, big news.. Holly replied. OK, well I know I shouldn't say this, but if all goes to plan, there MAY be another series of Torchwood in the pipeline, but I can't say any more on that at the moment.. John smiled. Well, you've heard it from the horses mouth, keep your eyes peeled! Philip smiled. Ahaha, if this goes belly up, I'll get shot! John laughed. How's life on the single front treating you? Holly smiled. Ahaha..Well, you know.. Actually, I'm going to come clean here.. I'm not single, I haven't been now for two and a half years John smiled. Well I never, Barrowman, you sly devil.. Who's this mystery person? Philip laughed.. Ahaha, I thought might of asked that question.. John smiled. I met her about two and a half years ago - yes, when the DVD was first brought out. And well, the rest is history shall we say. John smiled. Pride rushing over him. Ever talked about kids? Or is it too early? Holly asked. Yes, we have. As a matter of fact John smiled taking out the paper from his shirt pocket.. 24 weeks from now.. My first child.. And, this is the first time my family have heard this news too.. John smiled handing Philip the card..
Your parents don't know about this? Philip asked. They know about my relationship, but not about this, no. John smiled. Do you know what it is yet? Holly asked. No.. John smiled. Just been told, we have a phone call for you to take, live on TV. Philip smiled. What?! John replied. Oh no... John laughed. Hey.. Yes its me.. Sarah replied. Ahahaha! You sly mare.. John laughed. To answer your question, Holly.. John?! Sarah replied. Yes? John replied, his face looking surprised. Its a girl.. Sarah replied. When did you find that out? John laughed. When I had it done, I asked. Sarah replied. Sarah, July 10th.. John replied, changing the subject, smirking. Oh my.. Your not going to tell are you? She beemed. Oh yes.. What was your answer? John smirked. Yes. Sarah replied. There you have it guys, from my fiance's mouth.. John laughed and the live call was ended.. You're engaged?! Holly beamed. Yes and July 10th next year is our wedding date. John replied still laughing about the phone conversation..
What a cute chapter this was. I loved that Sarah put Gavin in his place with the phone conversation. Also thought John finding the ultrasound in his pocket was such a great thing Sarah did. Awesome news that the baby will be a girl! Had to laugh when John's parents didn't even know about the baby but they do now! Wonder how they will react.
Once again, this was just great along with all the other chapters. Well done and you are brilliant Boogie Girl!
Once again, this was just great along with all the other chapters. Well done and you are brilliant Boogie Girl!
UPDATE:
Hey guys!
Sorry for the REALLY long wait on the forthcoming chapter, but I was hit with the no motivation and ideas scenario and I haven't worked on this in a VERY long time...
BUT, I have some great news to report... the next chapter after the previous one has been FINISHED and the chapter after that has commensed. And, I will now be working very hard to get the next chapter up at some point when I get home..
Thank you, again, for you continued support and I hope you will continue to to read and enjoy my work, as I am at writing it.
Thanks again!
Kind Regards,
Boogie
-- TWENTY FIVE --
Later that evening, while sitting in the green room on The Jonathan Ross Show, John was sharing a room with Sarah's favourite pop artist, Peter Andre. She loved that guy just as much as she loved him - but not as much as she loved John, obviously - and always dreamt about meeting him. Many times, John had joked about if he ever was to meet him, he'd offer him round for dinner. But, this time, it wasn't a joke - he really was going to ask him! Hey John! I love the way you are with your fans, its nice to meet someone with the same love in the industry as I have. Pete smiled shaking his hand. My fiancée loves you! John replied. Really?! With a man as handsome as you?! I doubt it Pete laughed. No really, she does. Hey, if you're ever in Cardiff, come drop by.. Seriously, please do, I'd love that. John smiled. Yeah sure. Here's my number, call me when your free and we'll go out Pete smiled. You really are a kind guy John smiled. Same to you. Have a good night. Pete smiled sitting down.
Lets seem who my first guest is.. He's the incredibly handsome, the omni sexual, Captain Jack Harkness. Mr John Barrowman! Jonathan smiled. As John left the green room and walked out onto the set, the crowd cheered and clapped and he waved to his fans in the crowd. Nice to see you again, John! Jonathan smiled, shaking his hand. Before we start, before I get asked again today.. Yes, I am seeing someone and yes, I am going to be a father! John beamed jumping up and down with joy. Well, what about that!! Congratulations are in order I think. Jonathan smiled. Thanks. John laughed.
***
Later that evening, as he was travelling back to his hotel, his phone rang.. Hey John, its Pete. I'll be in Cardiff this week, will you be free then? Pete asked. Yes, feel free to pop by John replied and gave Pete his address.. Awesome. See you later this week then. Bye! Pete replied and hung up. John was beaming from ear to ear, his fiance was going to meet Peter Andre, her favourite artist and he was chuffed for her - even though she had no idea he was coming..
I have someone special coming for dinner this week.. Take a guess.. You have three chances.. John texted Sarah. What the heck are you babbling on about? Have you been on the Vodka Tonic's again? Sarah replied. No I have not. Haven't touched them now for months.. Just guess!! John replied smiling to himself waiting for her reply.. Gavin? She replied. No, guess again.. Two chances left.. He replied. Can I have a clue? She replied. G'day mate?! He replied.. Its not.. Andre? IS IT?! She replied. BINGO. Gold star for you! x He replied. Waaa Hoooo!! She replied.
***
A few days later, John was lying on the bed at home, staring up at the ceiling. Oi, lazy ass, get down here, I need you! Sarah shouted from the bottom of the stairs. If Pete's coming here today, we need to do a little cleaning. Sarah shouted again. Calm down, the house is clean enough.. There's never anything out of place in here.. John replied. Make the most of it, they'll be toys strewn all over the floor when this one arrives. Sarah replied. Baby, he'll love you just as much as me, tidy house or not. Stop worrying.. Besides, Pete has kids and a dog now, he knows what its like living with a pet John smiled. Besides, we're going OUT for a meal. John smiled. I know, but still... Sarah replied.
As she was picking up the magazines off the table, the doorbell went. John looked out of the window at the driveway. He's early.. John replied. Opening the door, Pete stood there, denim jeans, black shirt, slightly open, black shoes and a leather jacket over his shoulder. He was casual, but smart. Afternoon. I know I'm early, but I dropped off my kids earlier than plannned Pete smiled. Sarah stood there stunned, he really was as gorgeous in person, as he looked on the TV. Pete stood in front of her and smiled. Hey. He replied. H.. Hi Sarah smiled back. Please, take a seat Sarah replied. Is she always like this? Pete asked. Yeah. John smiled. No, I mean, does she not put her feet up from time to time. Pete laughed. Oh I do, yeah. Been sat on my backside all day. Sarah smiled.
I wish you didn't seem me like this. Sarah mumbled to herself. Sarah, you look fine. Pete smiled. I don't feel very flattering at the moment.. Sarah replied. You look gorgeous. Pete winked. Nothing sexier than a pregnant woman. Pete smiled. Now you're just saying that. Sarah smiled. No I'm not. Its true! Pete smiled. God, you're such a flirt. John smiled. Pete laughed. To stop you both from arguing over me.. I'll say this ONCE.. I love you, John and Pete, I think you're a really nice guy. There, I said it Sarah smiled. I know what Pete's thinking.. John smirked. What? Sarah replied. I can't say, I may embarrass him.. John laughed. I think he thinks your sexy just as much as I do. John smirked. Pete went quiet.. Busted! John laughed.
***
Sitting around a table, having dinner, John, Sarah and Pete were telling jokes and having a laugh together. Sarah hadn't laughed like this in ages! I know I can be a bit of an ass sometimes, but I do love you and I'm sorry I left you here. Being away from you has made me realise just how much you mean to me. John smiled. As they sat talking, Gavin came crashing through the room. God, you're like a bull in a China shop! Sarah laughed. John.. You.. Need.. To.. Go.. Home.. Gavin replied, trying to get his breath back. Why?! John replied. George saw that man again, he's spray painted a vulgar word on your home.. Gavin replied. He told George to tell you he'll be back.. And your days are numbered.. Gavin replied. Oh for goodness sake! John replied. He hit Sarah, I never touched him! John replied. I know, but he wants your girl.. Dead.. Gavin replied. De- I'm going to KILL Jones and Sailcombe! John whispered. I thought they were behind bars?! Gavin asked. They are, but he's not! John replied quietly, running out of the building..
Sarah sat there, fear in her eyes. Pete, I need you to do me and John a huge favour.. Can you take her, keep her safe and DO NOT let her out of your sight. Gavin replied and ran off. Not again, not again... Not again!! She cried. Again?! This has happened before?! Pete asked. Yes, Sailcombe is my ex and Jones is one of his acquaintances.. Sailcombe is a woman beater and a bully. He beat me. And, now, because I'm happy, he wants to ruin that and wants me dead.... Sarah cried. Holy... Pete replied. You'll be safe with me, my family will help take care of you. Pete smiled. I've got two of my brothers close by, Danny and Mike. They'll look out for you. Pete smiled. I really didn't want this to happen and I'm really sorry that it has. Thank you very much, I will make it up to you, I promise. Sarah replied. Don't worry about it, I don't expect anything back in return. I'll do anything for friends and that's what you and John have become.. Friends. Pete smiled.
This Sailcombe person sounds horrible. I hate people like him. Hitting women is wrong. Pete replied. I know hitting women is wrong and that's why I'm scared of him. Because I know what he's capable of. Sarah replied. To me, a woman should never be scared of a man they love. To me, if you hit a woman and vise versa, you should get rid. But, I know its hard to do that. Pete replied. Exactly. I'd of got rid years ago if it was easy as it sounds. But, like you've said already, its hard to do. Sarah replied. I have never told any one this before, apart from John, of course, but.. When, I first met John and we began dating, I used to flinch every time he tried to touch me - I kept thinking he was going to strike me. But, now I know John is nothing like Andy. And, I now know what its like to be loved and cared about. Sarah continued. I am sure John would never strike you or anyone else Pete smiled. I know, that's what I'm saying. I know John would never and has never struck me, he knows how to treat a lady. Like I'm sure you know how to as well. Sarah smiled.
I know how to treat you ladies, I have been taught well. My father has told me to treat ladies right and they'll treat you the same. Pete smiled. I know I have three children and I split from my partner, but my kids still see both of us and know we both love them unconditionally Pete continued. I love how you are with your children. How you can stay strong for them and are always upbeat about things Sarah smiled. At the end of the day, the children don't need to see me down and upset. They wouldn't understand anyway, their still young Pete replied. You know, I always wished to meet you, but I never thought we'd end up like this.. Sarah replied. I suppose not, but we're here, like this and we just have to roll with the punches - Oh sorry, I didn't mean anything by that comment. Pete replied. Oh, don't worry about it, I don't really take any notice of comments like that. And, I know you meant nothing by it, Pete, don't worry Sarah reassured him.
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John sprinted down the street, Gavin running behind him. He turned the corner of his cu-de-sac and sprinted down the road towards the side of his house. John calm down, he won't be there now! Gavin shouted. I know, but if he is I'm going to kill him! John boomed. John, that won't solve anything! Gavin replied. Oh but it will, they'll know not to mess with me and to back off and leave us alone! John replied, dodging the bins sitting on the pavements. John, what have I told you about violence?! Gavin replied. That it won't solve anything.. Only, I know, this time it will! The police are not doing their jobs right, that's why he's back. John replied. But, what can we do? Gavin replied. At least try to stop him. At least, this way, we can find out how Sailcombe is doing all of this from his police cell. He's obviously not being watched properly, otherwise, the prison staff would of stopped all this mess ages ago! John replied. Maybe so, but I can't let you get yourself hurt, you have too much at stake to loose. Gavin replied. I'll try not to.. John replied. I mean it, John! Stop all this! Gavin replied. Till I get this mess sorted and Sarah safe, I will never stop fighting for what I believe is wrong.. John replied.
They arrived outside of the house, shock consuming them as they stood there, stunned. There deffenatley was a vulgar word written on the wall of the house, it was disgraceful! John shot inside and went to check the rear of the house. The garden was safe and the boys were curled up inside, on the sofa together. Thank goodness you boys are safe! John smiled at them as Jack and Harris lay there, looking at him like he was going daft. I know you won't understand me, but I need you boys to be really good and I don't want any barking. John asked them as they looked at him, all confused. Mummy will be home as soon as possible John replied walking out of the room. He ran into the garage and checked everything was still there. Glancing at the garage door, he noticed that the guy had tried to pry the door open with something, but wasn't successful. His car was sitting there, meters away from the door when he realized what he'd tried to do.. Oh no you don't! John thought to himself. The guy was going to try and rob his car! He opened up the garage door, climbed into the drivers seat and reversed it out of the garage. Gavin, take my car, keep it safe, look after it. He's not getting this, not in a million years. John replied, handing him the car keys. But, I can't leave you here.. Gavin replied. Just do it.. GO! John shouted closing the garage door from the inside.
Hearing the car reversing down the driveway, John texted Pete.
Hey mate. I am really sorry about all of this, I really thought we'd stopped all this crap, but I was mistaken. Please take care of my girl and tell her I love her and I'll be in touch. I never meant to put her life in danger again, which is why I need you to help me. Do not tell her what's happening, I don't want to worry her any more than I have to.
John placed the phone back in his pocket and headed back inside. As he reached the front door to leave, the house phone rang. Darting down the hallway to the phone table, he picked up the reciever. Hello? He asked, waiting for the person on the other end to respond. Hey wee brother, how are you? Came a voice on the other end. It was John's sister, Carole. Hey sis, you OK? John replied. Not to bad. Caught your interview on the net earlier. Carole replied. Ah yeah, about that... John began. Oh, I haven't called to badger you and tell you off, John. I called to say congratulations. Carole replied. Haven't told mum and dad, will leave that to you. Carole replied. Haha, thank you! John laughed nervously. Well you know, your news, your responsibility. Carole replied. Oh that, I know. I just don't know how to go about it. John replied. You'll think of a way. Carole replied. Anyway, I guess its getting late there, so I'll let you go. Carole replied. OK then, Sis. Speak to you again soon, I hope John replied and hung up the call..
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Sitting in the passenger seat of Pete's car, they drove a long the road, the sun going down and it was starting to get cold. Closing the window, Sarah sat looking out of the the window, the world passing by. For the remainder if the journey, they sat in silence, neither of them knew what to say. She sat, looking out of the window, tears beginning to fall, she tried really hard not to let Pete see her crying. Are you OK? Pete asked. Yeah, I'll be fine. Sarah replied with a sniffle. Everything will be fine. When you see my kids in a few days, they'll make you smile. Pete replied glancing back and forth from the road ahead to Sarah in the passenger seat. I'm just worried about John, I don't know what I'd do without him, he means everything to me Sarah replied. I know that, I can tell. Pete replied. I thought everything was sorted and I could finally get my life back on track and be happy, but that's not going to happen now. Is it Sarah replied. It will be sorted, I promise. John knows what needs to be done. Pete smiled, trying really hard not to let her know he's been in contact.
Parking in the driveway, Pete put the car in neutral and turned off the engine. Stepping out of the car, his porch light came on as it sensed his movement on the driveway. Come on, lets get in the warm, its starting to get cold now. Pete smiled, putting his key in the door and turning the lock. Stepping through the door, his house was really quiet, his kids weren't with him till the weekend, their mother had them till then. His house was really clean and tidy and everything was in its place. You'd of never thought he had children or even a dog for that matter. I take it you have a cleaner? Sarah asked looking around. Yeah, but that's only because I am away more than I'm home. Pete replied. We have a cleaner, but I've given her some time off while I am there to take care of the house. Sarah replied. You shouldn't be cleaning, you should be putting your feet up, and taking it easy. I know you like to help out, but you need to put yourself first every once in a while. Pete replied placing his car keys on the hooks, just inside the kitchen door. I know I should, and I will. Sarah smiled taking off her shoes. A she stood up right, Pete's dog, came running up to her, his tail wagging like mad. Oh yeah, that's Charlie. Pete replied from the kitchen.
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Laying on the bed, thinking about what he should do next to stop this evil so and so, his home phone rang, again. With one of the phones sitting by the side of the bed, he picked up the call.. Hello son! Came his father's voice from the other end. Hey there dad, how are you and mum? John asked, sitting up on the bed. Ah, not to bad thanks. Carole rang earlier and said you had some news, so your mother told me to call and make sure you're OK. His dad replied. Aye, I am OK.. John replied. OK, so what's this news your sister says you have? His dad replied. Ah yeah, about that... John replied. What about it? His dad asked. Yeah.. You know I've been with Sarah two and a half years now? John began. My, its been that long has it?! His dad replied. Aye, it has. Anyway.. Well, I sort of.. Well.. Proposed.. And, not just that.. She's.. Um.. Pregnant too. John replied. She's what? His father replied. Yeah, you heard me right.. No going back now John replied. What do you mean 'no going back now' ? His dad replied. She's almost 16 weeks, dad. No going back.. John replied. What do you make of all this? His father asked. I am 50% responsible, so I have to stand up to my responsibility. John replied.
But, what about your career, your future, everything you've worked for? What happens now? His father asked. I will cross that bridge when we come to it. John replied. Are you sure she hasn't done this to trap you? His dad asked. Trap me? Why would she do that? John asked. Because, she wants to stop you chasing your dreams. Everything you've worked for has to now be put on hold. His dad replied. Dad, why are you saying these things?! You know how much I love her and what she means to me. John replied. I'm almost 45, I'm old enough to think for myself and I know we both want this. John replied. I just don't want you getting hurt. I know you love her and I know she's a nice woman, but, I just think she's still a little to young to be thinking about children. His dad replied. Dad, do you, or did you not have Carole at a young age? John asked. Yes but.. His dad replied. Yeah but nothing. I know we both want this. You always told me, to stand up for my responsibilities, to be there for my children and that is just what I am doing. John replied. I really like your lady, and I know you love her and I am happy your getting married, I just think children is way to early.. His father replied. Dad, I know you're looking out for me, but we've been together nearly three years and I know she's the one. Please dad.. John asked. OK, this is your life, I just hope you know what you're doing... I'm sorry, congratulations, son. I am happy for you, I really am.. Will we have a granddaughter or grandson? His father asked. A granddaughter John replied. Have you decided on any names? His father asked. I think we agreed on Keira Isabelle. John smiled.
Chapter was posted:
1/7/12
Bumping this for people who want to read it, that have done so yet.
Poor Sarah. She finally gets to meet Peter Andre and then this crap happens.
This almost makes it seem like John is just marrying Sarah because he feels obligated to do so:
Any way, another great chapter and I'm looking forward to the next one!
This almost makes it seem like John is just marrying Sarah because he feels obligated to do so:
Any way, another great chapter and I'm looking forward to the next one!
