Have you ever felt like a horrible person?

[MrDawn]

Have you ever or do you ever feel like a horrible person? If yes, why?

 

[ElegantAura]

No never did ... but who knows maybe i will in the future as I'm starting to change ... i used to be a person that let others do and say what they want and me accepted everything a nice dorrmat ... but this days i started to change and i have suprise a lot of people so probably i will be horible to be able to deal with the people around me ...

 

[cybercupid]

mhm. I've lost myself in my anger on multiple occasions, saying some inconsiderate things that came from despair/sadness. I have skirted around accountability at times too because in the moment I really thought I was justified. now I try and keep a level head and not feed into toxicity from others.. but back then I just didn't know the proper coping mechanisms and self talk... IDK if those things make me horrible since i've learned from them but I sure still feel horrible for it.

 

[cowcatcher]

There are many ways to look at this question.

I have felt like a horrible person in the sense of I don't have anything that anyone would want in a person. That washes over me on a regular basis.

I have felt like a horrible person when other people have pointed out my flaws.

The worst is me feeling like a horrible person for hurting someone else (emotionally) either on purpose or more often not on purpose, as per the above I have felt it from the other side and know how difficult it is to rebound.

 

[PGen98]

Consistently, yes. I can't stop myself from seeing the bad in me, in spite of those around me telling me I'm wrong, or I'm faking. All I see in me is bad, bad, bad, and that translates into feelings of inadequacy, imposter syndrome and of course depression. It's something my therapists and I are working to try and stop, but...

 

[Dee]

All the time. I struggle with it everyday, especially when I'm struggling at work with pain and have to leave. I feel like I'm letting everyone down.

 

[PGen98]

All the time. I struggle with it everyday, especially when I'm struggling at work with pain and have to leave. I feel like I'm letting everyone down.

You ever need anyone to talk to that understands, I'm always around

 

[Nebulous]

I feel physically horrible sometimes if I drank too much, or ate a bunch of bad food, or my back / feet hurt from working, but I suppose that’s not the same thing.