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KenDaGamer

KenDaGamer

I don't just play games, I beat them.
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I don't where to start with this, but I'm here today to reach out and apologize to those who I wronged. During the summer, or for the past several months even, I had a mental breakdown, left several forums, and recently had a nightmare that deals with my life. Since then, I've been a terrible forum owner, letting all the bad things getting to my head, I overate too much, drank too much lemonade, being distracted by my mother's phone calls to her family to keep herself in that inner circle, and everytime I've been blinded by those distractions, I felt like I was having suicidal thoughts of taking my own life away. Taking my own life away because of these things is something I cannot do, but as I focus on myself and my mental health, I'm doing my best to to the things I love the most.

Always be yourself, always be you 💚
 
Thanks :)
 
I've been playing games on the emulators, writing questions for the 18Q trivia game I've just brought back to NKF, taking frequent naps, and a lot of things happening as far as my site goes because I'm nearing 50 members for the first time since last summer. I'm also holding a member of the month ceremony and contests, too.
 
Life not easy and i am sure we all acted not the best for many reason at least once.
I don't know you from before but Welcome back :)
 
KenDaGamer said:
I don't where to start with this, but I'm here today to reach out and apologize to those who I wronged. During the summer, or for the past several months even, I had a mental breakdown, left several forums, and recently had a nightmare that deals with my life. Since then, I've been a terrible forum owner, letting all the bad things getting to my head, I overate too much, drank too much lemonade, being distracted by my mother's phone calls to her family to keep herself in that inner circle, and everytime I've been blinded by those distractions, I felt like I was having suicidal thoughts of taking my own life away. Taking my own life away because of these things is something I cannot do, but as I focus on myself and my mental health, I'm doing my best to to the things I love the most.

Always be yourself, always be you 💚
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Welcome back, Ken. :hug:
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from L-R: @Webster and @KenDaGamer
 
Welcome back. I was really surprised when you joined my forum as I hadn't heard from you for so long. And now you're moderator on my forum it's really awesome. It's great to see you're coming back to the forums you used to enjoy.
 
KenDaGamer said:
I felt like I was having suicidal thoughts of taking my own life away. Taking my own life away because of these things is something I cannot do, but as I focus on myself and my mental health, I'm doing my best to to the things I love the most
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It's good to have you back, Ken! As someone with persistent suicidal ideation I know exactly what you mean here. It's a tight line to walk and I'm glad you picked the right side. Even though I continue struggling with it, suicide isn't the answer. Focusing on you, focusing on things you love is exactly where you should be in life.
 
Welcome back @KenDaGamer :)

PGen98 said:
It's good to have you back, Ken! As someone with persistent suicidal ideation I know exactly what you mean here. It's a tight line to walk and I'm glad you picked the right side. Even though I continue struggling with it, suicide isn't the answer. Focusing on you, focusing on things you love is exactly where you should be in life.
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Love ya xxx
 
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